how to love (Demi Lovato lesbian fanfic)

13: you're my only shorty

Demi's pov

"okay that hurts. a lot."

I see Dallas pressing her lips on Liz her lips and I just want to run away. and that's what I do. I run outside. far away from the house. far away from Dallas and Liz. I don't care that there are paparazzi with their camera's. I just need to go away from the awfull thing I just saw. running with a concussion and broken ribs hurt a lot but it's better then the pain I felt when I saw it. when I saw Dallas kissing with Liz.. my fucking girlfriend. maybe it's all my fault. maybe I just didn't show Liz enough love.

I sit myself down in the grass after 20 minutes of only running. I'm trying to whipe my tears away but I can't. I can't stop crying. I love her. I love Liz. I love Dallas. but I can't take the image of them being together. Liz is mine. I love her more than anything in the world. but we've had a lot of trouble in our realtionship and maybe we're just not... a hand on my shoulder interrupts my thoughts and I turn around, hoping that it is Liz but it's not. it's a girl from around 14 years old with tears in her eyes. she immediatly hugs me as I turn around. hearing her  sobbing makes me wanna hug her back. I wrap my arms around her.

"it's okay baby,what's your name."

"Liz." she smiles and winks when she says "I guess you like that name or nah?" I send her a weak smile, trying not to cry. at this moment I'm God thankfull for giving me acting talents.

"anyways, I need to thank you Demi. you saved my life. you was there when nobody else wasn't. you healed my scars. I can never ever thank you enough." I hug her again. "you're amazing, never forget that. now let's take a photo." she nods and look behind me.

"will you get in the picture with us too?" she ask at the person who's standing behind me. I turn around to see who it is. I drop my jaw. what the fuck is she doing here.

"Liz?"

"hi Demetria and yes I will." oh damn that sexy British accent.

we take the photo and I hug the girl one more to time before she walks away.

"what are you doing here?" I try to sound angry but I can't when I see her red puffy eyes.

Liz' pov

I see a broken young women sitting in the grass and I know it's Demi. I cry. It breaks my heart to see her like this. It's all my fault. how could I be so stupid to let Dallas kiss me? 

after Demi saw it she run and I've been running after her whole the time but damn she runs hard and that with broken ribs and a concussion. my little warrior. I wanna go to her as a young girl is walking towards Demi. they talk for a little while and hug each other. I smile. Demi always show so much love to her fans and now words can explain my feelings every time I see that. 

suddenly the girl looks at me. oh fuck. "will you get in the picture with us too?" she ask and I see Demi turning around. she drops her jaw.

"Liz?"

"hi Demetria and yes I will." we take the photo and Demi hugs the girl once again. I feel jealous. oh fuck it Liz she's only fourteen or so.

"what are you doing here?" I know that she's angry. oh well I fucked it all up. again.

"Demi... Just let's go to the beach. it's only 2 miles away from here and we can both use some beach talk." she nods and we get into the car. we're driving to the beach without saying any word and this awkward silence is driving me crazy.

we get out of the car and walk to the beach as soon as we arrive. I smile as I see the sea. Back in London I didn't go to the beach that often because it was far away from my home but I always loved the sea. it's so big and it don't end. and whenever you see the waved dissappear in that big, big sea you have the feeling that they take your worries with them.

we've been walking for ten minutes now without saying a word and makes me scared. I don't wanna loose Demi. not again. I slowly move my hand toward her hand so I can hold but she moves her hand away when she feeld the touch of my hand. I sigh. "Demi we need to talk."

she sit herself down on the beach and I settle myself next to her. she look right into my eyes and finally says something. "Look Liz. If you like Dallas then go to her. you two deserve each other." I see tears in her eyes.

"Demi no. I don't want Dallas. I want you, you're the only one I want. you know that with Dallas was not what it looked like. she was kissing me and I try to refuse but it was to late because you already saw it. I am so sorry Demi but you have to believe it. please believe me." I sound hopeless and that's what I am. hopeless. I would do everything to show Demi how much I love her.

"I believe you Liz. I do. I knew that Dallas was in to you. she was acting so weird around you but it is just... you know when I saw it I realised something Liz."

"what Demi what is it?"

'You can get every girl you want."

I shake my head. "not true Demetria, not true. and anyways you're the only one I want Demi. I want ou and only you but we already had a lot of drama in our realtionship."

Demi nods and lays my head down on my shoulder. I peck her fore head. "I love you Demi." 

Demi's answer breaks my heart into a million pieces

"I love you to Liz but maybe we're just not meant to be."

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GUUUYSS :) 

how are you all doing? I am so tired but I promissed some of you to update tonight and I am so sorry that this probably crap...

anyways do you think Demi & Liz are meant to be or nah? what do you think Liz answer will be?

thank you all so much for reading. asdfghjkl you make me all so happy with you votes and comments. keep giving me feedback & share your ideas with me. I don't know you guys, but I know that I love you all <3

- Maritha