2: let me love you until you learn to love yourself

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Liz' pov

I rub in my eyes. I love it to wake up like this. I have such a good feeling, a feeling that I haven't had lately. that's when I remember. yesterday night was amazing, Demi's performance was amazing but what happened after that was even better. I take a look at my clock to check the time. oh Demi will pick me up in like 10 minutes. wowow wait... 10 minutes and I'm still in my bed. fuck. well guess I have to face her in my pajamas then. I sight. I'm so clunsy sometimes... well not not sometimes tbh I am clunsy all the time. 

While I am eating my breakfast I think about last night. it was amazing to finally meet Demi and to talk to her. but something weird was going on. I always said that I am lesbian for Demi, just like most of the lovatics but when she stood there right in front of me, I had the feeling that I am lesbian for her and I am not just feeling it like some random lovatic. I mean my heart skipped a beat and I felt butterflies in my stomach and tbh... I think she felt exactly the same: just the way she looks at me and the that she wanna hang out. It gives me an amazing feeling, it makes me so happy but at the same time it makes me scared too... what if we really fall in love. nobody ever taught me how to love. My parents never loved me and nobody ever loved me so I honestly don't know how I have to love people.

the doorbell interupts my thougts. My worries are immediatly gone as open the door and see Demi standing there in a beautiful pink summer dress. my heart skips a beat and I feel the same butterflies as yesterday. wow she's so hot.

demi's pov

Liz opens the door and immediatly have to smile. she is still in her pajamas and it just look so cute. I feel some butterflies in my stomach. this girl is really hot and although I don't know her really well, I can't deny that I am in love this girl. a girl... 

"are you keep standing there and staring at me or are you coming in?"

I feel that I am blushing "oh ehm sorry... your just so cute in your pajamas." I giggle.

she laughs while she lets me in to her house "haha yeahh I'm sorry, I just woke up like 10 minutes ago so yea... I'm going to take a shower and we will go out okay. what you wanna do by the way?"

"well how about the most beautiful girl on this planet showing me the most beautiful places of London?" I wink at her. 

omg Demetria did you really just flirt with this girl? 

Liz bites her lip which makes her more cute than she already is. I really wanna kiss her like now, just as I wanna walk towards her she walks away and tells me that she's gonna take a shower.I sight and look around in her house. it very small here. yeah ofcourse I'm used to big houses but this is really, really small but it's very cosy too. I look at some pictures. I feel a bit down when I see one from her and a girl hugging. yeah ofcourse, I should've known. how can a girl like Liz not have a girlfriend... fuck.

Liz'pov

I walk downstairs after I took a shower. I really love that I am gonna hang out with Demi. I'm really excited and not the 'lovatic' excited but the 'friend' excited. or maybe more than a friend... she was really flirting with me and I loved it. I look at her and see her standing by some pics.

"hey"

"heaa, was your shower good? your girlfriend by the way?" she asks pointing to a picture of me and Lilly. I laugh, she just wanna know if I have a girlfriend.

"yeaah the shower was good and no that's my one and only friend Lilly, I don't have a girlfriend if that is what you wanted to ask." I wink and I see her blush.

"well let's go then." I pack the keys and we got into my car.

At the end of the day we sit down on a stool with some beautiful flowers around us. we had an amazing day and we talked about a lot. I told her how afraid I am of love and she was so sweet. she I so sweet. I really felt in love with her. I take a deep breathe and ask: "Demi?"

"Liz?"

"I-I already told you t-that I am afraid of love b-but I think I am in love with you..."

she looks deep and my eyes and comes closer to me. then she softly places her lips on mine. Oh fuck this feels so good. she kiss my whole face and when she is by my ear she wishpers: "Let me love you until you learn to love yourself."

Demi's pov

"Demi?" 

"Liz?"

I know it's gonna happen now. we had an amazing day and we talked a lot. we flirted a lot and I liked it. I am in love with her and I can't look at her lips without thinking about kissing her. She also told me she's afraid of love but I wanna teach her how to love.

"I-I already told you t-that I am afraid of love b-but I think I am in love with you..."

I smile. I've waited for this moment all day. I look at her lips and kiss her softly. ohwow this feels so good. I kiss her all over her face and when I reach her ear I whisper in it: "let me love you until you learn to love yourself"

I look at her and see that she has tears in her eyes. then I kiss her again on her lips. I'm licking her bottom lip and ask her for entrance which she give to me. Our togues are fighting for dominance. My tongue wins. it feels amazing to let my tongue dance together with Liz her tongue.

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Sorry guys, I guess this is crap but yea... I just have to describe how they fall in love and blablabla so yeaahh... I promiss next chapters are going to be better. thankyou for reading everyone <3

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