how to love (Demi Lovato lesbian fanfic)

20: I really don't care

Demi's pov 

"Demi is there any new music coming soon?"

"Demi were's Liz?"

"You and Liz haven't been spotted together lately."

"Did you and Liz broke up?"

Oh well, those fucked paparazzi. I'm just here to pick up my startbucks and they keep asking me questions. I should be used to it after all those years but I'm not. Why are all those people so interested in my personal life, in my relationship? It's driving me crazy.

"Me and Liz are still together. I love her and she loves me back. Our relationship is amazing. Thank you for asking."I answer, Ignoring the other questions.

liar.

Yes a liar that's what I am. The relationship isn't good, it's far from good. It's been three days since the fight and we haven't spoken a word since then. Not one. Liz is sleeping on the couch all those days. But it's her own fault, right? I can't do anything about it. The only thing I'm doing is going to work. Okay maybe I work a little to much but Liz needs to understand that I have a lot of things to do with my world tour coming up soon. She just acts like a little child and I'm so done with it. But you know, I really don't care anymore.

Liz pov

I rub in my eyes while yawning. Time to get up. To get from this couch where I have been laying on for three nights. Three nights without laying in bed. Three days without laying next to Demi. Three days without speaking a word to Demi. Not one. Does she really not understand? I need her. I need her here and now. I know we should both have our own things but that doesn't mean we can't fo things together, right? But Demi is just acting like a little kid but I can tell you; from today she don't has to worry about that anymore because today I'm starting my job and I'm gonna work as hard and as much as Demi till she will finally notice how much she miss and till that time? Till that time I just need to survive without her, which is almost impossible.

I take a quick shower and get in my car as soon as possible, not even thinking about breakfast. Normally Demi would tell m to get breakfast or even bring me donuts or brownies with starbuck but lately she just doesn't care about me anymore. It's like her song 'I really don't care' is for me right now. And the fact that the RDC video is coming out today is making me even more sad because she will probably just celebrate it with her team and friends, forgetting me again. I try to hold my tears back but it isn't working anymore, they just roll down my cheeks.

They are still rolling down my cheeks as I arrive at the place were I'm gonna work. I wipe them away but they won't go away. I sit for another five minutes in my car and then the tears are finally gone. 

I get out of my car and walk into the building.

"Hey, I'm Elisabeth Calder and I'm new here."

The women behind the reception nods and points to where I have to be. I thank her and walk towards the room were she pointed to. I knock on the door and walk inside. I see a man sittin there who's probably my boss.

"You must be Elisabeth, I'm Christian." he says.

I send him a smile and shake his hand "Yes I'm, But I prefer you to call me Liz."

He nods and tells me to take a seat.

"I know it's your first day here but I think you have really a lot of talent so my your first mission is a really big one but I think you can do it!"

I feel proud at the trust he has for me. He hands me some document, which I'm excitedly take, wondering what the mission is but as I open the document my jaw drops. Oh please don't let this be true.

Demi's pov

"Are you ready?"

"Oh yes totally, You too?" I answer and look at Cher who's next to me and as she nod I press the key and Really Don't Care video is on YouTube.

Immediately some champagne opens and people force me to drink it but as you all know, I'm sober and I'll stay sober so no champagne for me.

I walk to my manager office and open his door.

"Demi, I just tweeted the Really Don't Care link for you."

"I can't wait to see all those reactions from my lovatics." I smile

He nods "I bet they are going crazy. They already made #WatchReallyDontCareOnVevo trending topic."

I laugh. Oh how I love my lovatics. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be here today.

"Don't forget about the interview and photo shoot." My manager says as I walk out of his office.

Oh fuck the photo shoot and interview for seventeen magazine. I almost forgot about that. I look at my phone to check the time. A half hour to go. I call Max and ask him to bring me to the seventeen magazine studio, which he immediately does. Ten minutes later we arrive there and I walk into the studio.

"Miss. Lovato, you have to go to that room." The women behind the reception says pointing to a room on my left side.

I walk towards the room and open the door. I walk to Christian, the editor from seventeen magazine.

"Ahh Demi thank you for coming here. We will have an interview with you but first the photo shoot. I will introduce you to the photographer."

I walk with him and see the photographer standing there with her back towards me. She looks like a really young, She looks so pretty from behind with those brown curly hair, but as she turns around me jaw drops. Oh please don't let this be true.

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so guys just kinda filler chapter. What do you think why Liz & Demi are both shocked?I think it's very obvious.  I really wanna thank @demi_lovaticforev & @_PRETTYBYNATUREE_ for the amazing idea they gave me.

I had to call this chapter I really don't care and do something with it because RDC video is out today. What do you all think about it? I'm really excited bc Demi is supporting gay rights in it and that yeah... that means a lot to me bc I'm gay myself and it's kinda hard for me atm but knowing that Demi accept me just the way I am makes me so so happy. "You don't have to hate 'cause my Jesus loves all" ~ Demetria Devonne Lovato

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