shameless (boyxboy)

im sorry

Trigger warning

When I got home I went straight to my room and grabbed my razor blade and went to the bathroom

"I promised myself never again... But what's the point I'm just a fuck who can't do anything right..."

(I literally hate myself for saying that about Addison cuz he's like my best friend)

I put the blade on my underarm and cut I cut over, and over, and I've again until my arm and the blade was covered in blood I quickly washes the blade off and my arm...

(Time skip 30 minutes)

I was startled by a text from... ERIK?!

Erik: hey...

Me: hi...

Erik: why did you leave?

Me: I kissed you and I shouldn't have and I'm sorry......

Erik: Addison it's fine... I have something I should tell you tho...

Me: what?

Erik: I've had a crush on you for 3 years and when you finally kissed me I almost died because for a second I was happy but then you left...

Me: i-i didn't. Know that...

I was so startled by this that I almost started crying.

Erik: umm so would you like to come over again tomorrow and "work" on the project?

Me: sure

Erik: okay cool cya tomorrow ;)

And like that I was even more in love with him...

(Short chapter but thats cuz it's late and I'm tired)