Love Me Again

Chapter 5~•Cry Me A Waterfall•

Lola's POV

~Hey Crazy MOFOS!~

"I'm a sin-" That damn cute boy started.

But my stupid phone ruined it! I muttered my apologies and left.

"Fuck." I whispered after my conversation with Paul my manager.

I collected my Hot Chocolate then got into my cab and told him to to me home. On the way back I thought about that boy in Starbucks. He reminded me so much of Bailey!

"Your home miss."

At home I ate my salad then went upstairs. I pulled my zebra onzie on then tied my hair into a messy bun. Next week I would be in that video I thought. I slipped into bed and let darkness take me away.

The next morning I spent shopping at my local mall. I brought clothes and shoes and even a new purse. I sighed happily. The perks of being a modal!I walked home then spent the afternoon trying on my new stuff and texting my friends. I also looked up my twitter account. I screamed One Direction had followed me! Ever since I did a few shots with Justin Beiber,Niall Horan had kept bugging me about it! I all of a sudden texted my friend. She too I think screamed. I went to put on a cup of tea. I tugged open the spoon draw them mixed my tea around. I lent down and caught something shiny on the cupboard . It was my pendant from Bailey! I looked at it then opened it to see the picture of us. My eyes stang with tears. Over all theses years I held back my emotions but know I couldn't take it. I let free all my tears and sat sobbing on the kitchen floor. The cold tiles hit my legs as I fell.

After a few hours of weeping I collected myself up and went to my room clutching my pendent. I softly hummed the song he sang to me then pictured him giving me my first kiss. I suddenly ran to the bathroom and was violently sick. I cleared myself up then looked at my reflection in the mirror. I had a pale face,red puffy eyes,my hair was a mess I looked like I was a ghost.

Damn I missed my beautiful Bailey :'(

A\N

How was it good I hope!

>< Luv u Crazy MOFOS!