I was that weird kid at school, with capital W. And i don't mean "cute weird". I mean like fucking weird. I dressed like I escaped some runway show from 2003. Like a mess. And i was heavily depressed and had insomnia so it messed with my perception with reality. I was a mess.
Being that lonely kid at highs school, i used to spend most of my time online, chatting to random people, and of course, fell for a guy, and fast forward, he was a catfish. That was made by my best friend at the time. It all lead to me, deleting all the social media i had, because I'd lost all the trust in people and didn't want to mess with anybody.
2 years passed and a dating profile was made. Of course, as usual, alot of inappropriate poctures were sent, and a lot of messages were recieved. One specific one caught my attention. Mark was his name. And in the message it said "Let me take you on a journey that will blow your mind" . Of course, being me, i thought that that meant another lomg and descriptive sex story. But was i wrong.
Before i tell you his story, let me tell you, that i was no good. I enjoyed doing drugs, and doing other illegal stuff, including participating in dark web community in which people used to talk about our society being manipulated. I did a lot of research, knew algorithms and facts that i should not have known. But I always knew that this world wasn't the real world, this was just a manipulation by government, where we were forced to live by their rules. I wanted out, so i tried to find ways out. It always seemed weird how people never noticed glitches in their lives. Or how nature shows, that we're not living, we're existing in a manipulation not wanting to get out. But i always stayed anonymous, never spoke up, scared to be judged.
