Midnight Thoughts About Myself And Other Things

Problems About Myself

I have too many. To start off how about I can't sleep. I know that people might say I can but... I can't. Whenever I lay in my bed in my room I just can't sleep. I close my eyes and settle my mind down but it doesn't work. I can't get enough sleep anymore. And when I do sleep I wake up in the middle of the night. Even on weekends. I wake up early because my body is used to it and I can't sleep. Second is that I don't have many friends. I only have about 3 real friends that I trust. More like 2. I know I don't have many friends. Its not that I don't like them. Its that they don't like me. I'm a very energetic person that talks a lot when I can. I talk a lot when I can so I can be heard instead of being blocked out. My friends and classmates say I talk to much. That's what two out of three of my friends say. They are all girls and the third one is one of the best. She doesn't live in my town or state for the matter but understands me more. I get to meet her next year hopefully. Thirdly I have Anxeity. I can't trust new people and I feel alone all the time. Even when I'm around people. I don't feel safe anymore and almost had two attacks while I was in school in one week.I think that's enough problems about myself. What do you think about me now?