Midnight Thoughts About Myself And Other Things

What Should I Do?

I mean what should I do anymore? I'm almost in my middle year of middle school and I don't know what to do. My weekend was pretty lonely since I was in my room all weekend. I know people might say that I'm making myself lonely. But... That's not true. Yesterday as I was walking down the stairs from my room I heard my sister say something.

Her:I don't like her because she's so annoying and wants to know what I'm doing all the time. I hate her for that. I wish she wasn't my sister at all.

Which to this I igrnoed and went back upstairs since I was finished being downstairs. I went to my room and cried for all those hurtful things my sister said. Its not like I had a choice if I wanted to be born or die. I wish I never met anyone who hurted me. I wish I met no one. But if I met no one would I be here today? My best friend helped me and she was the only one willing to help me. Nobody will understand our pain. Nobody. We are both fighting the same thing and nobody knows. Not even our parents. We both act so normal but we're not.