Doubt
My hands are trembling because of doubt
Doubt of myself, a doubt you imprinted in me
You should have been the one to uplift my spirit
Sad to say, you're the one who started to break it
Not a day would pass that I console myself
Saying you don't mean those things
Yet in the deepest recesses of my soul, I know
I know that no matter how I try to fool me
I will eventually see the truth
The truth that those words you've spoken
Will always left me hanging and broken
At night I cry myself to sleep
The hole in my soul, getting deep
As I tell myself to be strong
You step in front of me saying I don't belong
You are a cruel man, a cruel monster
A monster that always made me shudder
Shudder from fear, shudder from hate
Hopefully I can make you stay away
One day I promise myself you will
Not now, yes, but I will get up
And be strong against all this crap
