"Fucking Freak"

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Raegan p.o.v

I stood outside his class..nervous? I don't know why, I mean he has to forgive me...right?
Stop Raegan! Just go.
I walked into the class room, seeing just deep in his work with headphones. I quickly walked past him,

"Hey Ms.West can I borrow Justin Blake for a minute" I said

"What for?" She asked
I showed her the yearbook pass making sure that I hid Lexi's name, "Okay I will tell him"

Justin p.o.v

"Justin yearbook needs you in the hall" Ms.west said

I got up confused because Lexi doesn't have yearbook on Mondays but I went thinking it was just some excuse for her and I to get out of class since she has done it before. Mostly when she has something to tell me about her man candy.

"Justin" I heard him say...oh no

I looked up at Raegan as he stood in front of me about 6 feet away, then turned and started to walk away "Justin please wait" he said reaching for my hand

Then I snapped "What Raegan! What fun stuff are you gonna tell me today. Oh how I'm a just a piece of ass and that's why I am where I am. Or or that I only have one friend. Oh how about my favorite...Tell me I am a fucking freaking even though you are fucking trans too Raegan!!" I said out of breath from yelling

"Okay I understand your mad but Justin I am sorry I was drunk and high I wasn't thinking" When he said that my heart dropped

"Oh so now promises mean nothing to you" I said clenching my hands

"Justin we were 15!" He yelled

"And what!? I have kept my promise to not cut" I said angrily pulling up my sleeves, The truth is me and Raegan where best friends in middle school, like very close. One day I found out that Raegan was doing drugs and he found out I was cutting. We were both heart broken so we made a deal , he would stop drugs if I stopped cutting and vise versa,

"Justin I'm sorry" He said pulling me closer by the hips "It was a big mistake, I just want to go back to the way things were"

"The way things were" I said quietly

"Is there something wrong with that?" He asked stepping back half way

"To the way things where, to were you flirt with me and other girls, when you tug at my belt but the walk away to your crew like nothing happened" I said looking down

"Justin what are you saying?" He asked, I did not wanna go back to the way things were. I hated being his little side bitch. But I wasn't ready to tell him that yet.

"Nothing" I said pulling back so he hands were no longer on my hips "Bye Rae"

"Bye sexy" I heard him say. I laughed and nodded my head as I walked away

Hiii Please comment and vote what you think so far. I've never done this type of book so its new to both of us. Love you 💙

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