"Mistake"

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Y'all should have chose A 😂😂😂 But enjoy and don't be to mad😂❤️

Lexi p.o.v

"shhh its okay" I said rubbing his back as he cried.

"What do I do" he asked pulling away

I looked at him and in the 5 years I have known him this is the first time I didnt know what to tell him. As I looked at his red puffy eyes, tear stained face, and stuffy nose, I knew he was broken.The Raegan Beast, my best friend Raegan who didnt even cry if a dog died in a movie cause he didnt wanna seem like a bitch, He was broken and I didnt know what to say to fix him.

"Raegan I don't know" I said stuttering

"This was all a mistake" He said wipping his eyes

"What was" I asked him confused

"Everything. Liking Justin, well fuck, falling in love with Justin, asking him out, coming out. It all was a mistake. I mean yea everyone is chill about me being bi but I see it in peoples eyes that they don't see me the same" He said

Justin p.o.v

"You think we were a mistake" I said shocked and trying not to cry

He turned to me and looking at me "Why do you care you have Jordan, you have always had Jordan" he said with pain in his voice

"Raegan N-" I started

"I'm just sorry that I fell for you so hard" He said suddenly, I was shocked "I'm sorry that I fell in love with and put you through all of this.I should have walked away when you told me too"

"Dont say that" I said getting close to him

"Why, its the truth I held you from your true love and I'm sorry. I hope you and Jordan are happy together"

He said in a Sincere yet hurt and pain filled voice. I knew that he meant every word he said and that's what. Hurt the most. Knowing that I had just lost the person who cared so much about me, who wanted me to be happy even if it wasn't with them. "Raegan please" I said grabbing his hand

"Good bye Jay" He said slowly kissing my forehead. He looked at me one last time, turned and walked out of the gym

"Justin" Lexi said in a worried voice

"Lexi nothing happened between me and Jordan" I said looking at her

"Justin don't lie to me" She said looking back at me

"We just kissed but it meant nothing" I said wanting to cry

"Obviously Jordan doesn't think the same if he kissed you again with Reagan and called you baby" She said and I knew she was right.

"Lexi I know it sound bad but I just cant get rid of Jordan, he was my first boyfriend" I said

"But was he your first love" Lexi asked in more of a statement tone

"I-I Dont know" I said

"because he wasn't, you have been in love with Raegan for years now. I mean fuck Justin you Changed for him and you doubting you feelings for him for someone who yes might have been your first boyfriend, But kept you a secret for 5 months" She said getting upset "Raegan never doubted his feeling for you and wanted everyone to know that you were his"

"I know I know and it sounds dumb" I said but she stopped me

"It sounds dumb because it is, you and Raegan weren't even broken up 15 minutes and Jordan was over" she took at step back "You need to figure out what you want because Raegan doesn't deserve to be played like this. I know you love him Justin. But you need to decide if you love Jordan more. Now I'm need to go find Raegan" she said looking at me then turning and leaving the gym

As the loud door of the gym slammed against the pole that held it in place I started to cry. I had just lost everyone...

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