Change For you *A Jaegan Fanfic*

"What if"

Raegan p.o.v

"Raegan!" Lexi yelled as she ran down the stairs to me

"What" I said looking up from my lap top

"What if we took Justin to the most memorable places of his life" she said

'What would that do"  I asked

"Remind him of his childhood and maybe he will remember more" she said

"Considering Justin panics when we go to the store  I don't think that will work" I reply closing my laptop and getting up

"At least I'm trying to help him" She says

I turn back to her "You dont think I want to help him?" I said offended

"If you want me to be honest no, I dont think so"  She says

"You dont think so? Have you been here through his panic attacks, have you been he when he passes out and freaks out when he wakes up because he is scared, No you haven't. So just because you have some dumbass idea dont mean your queen fucking Mary okay?" She just looked at me and put here head down

I felt bad for going off on here I did, but I'm not gonna let her sit there and tell me I'm not helping the love of my life. I love her and she is still my best friend but still..

"Babe" I heard Justin say from the kitchen 

"yea" I said walking in

"help" He said pointing to the sink

I laughed and helped him get water. He has a doctors appointment because they think they found a way to less the amount he forgets in a certain amount of time. Hopefully it will help because it is starting to take him a minute to remember Lexi or my name and if he forgot me I don't know what I would do with myself.

They need to find away because I dont even know how much more Justin can take of his memory loss. Everytime something comes up he wants to remember he gets upset. He stays up latte crying because he is Afraid of falling alseep and waking up not knowing where he is.

"Babe lets go" I yell

He comes down the stairs as he is stuck in his sweater "here" I say helping

"thanks" he said fixing his hair

"No problem" I said kissing him "Now lets go" I say smiling

We get into the car and he sits in the front. He stares out the window as low music plays in the background. running his fingers as the street moves as if his finger were a car. He slowly lays his head on the window seal. "Where are we!" He yells as his head shoots up.

"Baby its okay, we are just in the car" I say putting my hand on his thigh

"Where are  we going"  he says still in a panic

"Doctors" I say  squeezing his thigh

Then he broke down "I hate this" he says

"I know, but they think they can help you" I say

"I hope so"  he says looking back out the window