4.realizing stuff

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So,yes.That was my goal.To fit in the normal.To be another brick in the wall.People would not pay attention to feelings or thoughts.So I just had to be,basically,another brick in the wall.
That statement was in my mind 24/7.I would always think of how I have to react,or what I have to say,or how I have to dress,just so I wouldn't be judged anymore.
I remeber being made fun of and cussed at in sixth grade by some classmates.All the girls would avoid talking with me,they would just be the biggest gossippers.Like ugh just please no.That was so mean of them.
At that time I was thinner.I guess I could have fit in the stereotypical human at my age back in then.In my class were girls that were overweight like I was,yet they were always known and appreciated and stuff.I just couldn't understand WHY I was ignored and bullied.

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