The Way I See The World

3.growing up part 2

So yeah,entering elementary school wasn't the best thing (as I expected) but hey,at least it was a new beginning.
By the time passed by,I obviously grew up and now I was told that I look like a giant human or stuff like that.That hurt as well.I lost weight,I became thinner,yet I would still be called fat.Like this felt like a rock thrown at my head.
When I was about 11,I was allowed to create social media accounts.All I saw was models,thin girls looking bomb and stuff.The stereotypical pretty much.
This period of time of my life was very hard.I started complaining even more about the way that I look,my body,my way of living life,etc.I always saw other girls being "normal" in my mind,and that "normal" is what I tried to be,but not succeeded.I sometimes would even cry and be mad at my mother because of how I looked.