patient 69 (A ChrisBrown FF) #wattys2017

Why?

Keziah
I waited for Chris in our room for what seemed like forever and i was getting aggravated. I didn't understand what was taking him so long. How is it that you've been wanting to talk to me but now that I'm giving you a chance your taking forever.

As i was waiting i started cleaning the room mainly Chris side he's always leaving clothes and trash everywhere. As i was picking up his clothes his journal fell i picked it up to put it in the nightstand but for some reason something told me to read it.

My thumb was holding a place on the book so i decided to read from there it didn't have a date so i was clueless on when he wrote the entry. At first glance i seen my name a multiple times so i knew it was about me and as i continued to read i seen the door open from the side of my eye and i herd him say " so this is what we do now?" I looked at him surprised "what you mean?' I asked he came over and grabbed the book from my hand "why is it that everytime your alone I catch you going through my shit. Did you find what you were looking for? he asked looking at the page I was reading "no I didn't have a chance because you interrupted me" I replided rolling my eyes. we just looked at each other intensly which made us burst out laughing. he sat down across from me on his bed "ok so what did you need to dyingly tell me? I asked he just looked at me with this blank stare.

Chris

oh yea I forgot about that I was so caught up talking to marissa I forgot what I was originally going to do. Now is my chance either I'm gonna sink or swim I grabbed her hand making sure to look into her eyes. I felt her hand start to heat and sweat which meant she was nervous I thought it was cute. " ok so to start off I wanna say that ever since you moved in I knew you were the one and I know it sounds corney but I truly feel something with you and I wanna be the one you can depend on I'm trying to get myself together so that I can support you in every possible way