THE SUICIDAL GIRL ~Jonah Marais Fanfic

Going out? A good idea?

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Laina's POV
I'm just in Jonah's room as usual. I've been living here for almost a week now and I haven't left this room.

Jonah brings me food 3 times a day, even though I keep telling him not to.

I feel like a child. Why do I have to let Jonah do all this for me?

I can do it if I just get out of this room

But I don't wanna go out, especially when Jonah said that he is in a band and they will be having a 1 year anniversary party.

Jonah suddenly enters the room all dressed up

"You look good. Going somewhere?"

"No, it's just a fitting for our tuxedos for the anniversary party" he takes a look in his mirror then he looks back at me "You should come, it's only gonna be at the backyard"

"No thanks, I'll just watch it here from the window"

"Ok but if you changed your mind, I'm right here" he gives me a smile and then leaves the room

Part of me wants to go to but part of me is wishing not to

I wanna go watch Jonah perform and spend time at the party with him and his friends, my anxiety will just keep stopping me

**knock knock**

"Come in!" I yell

"Hi Laina, I'm Candice and I help the boys with their music"

"Hi, is there something you wanna tell me?"

"Oh yeah, I'm going out to shop later, do you wanna come? I'll be willing to pay for your stuff"

"Um.....I'll think about it"

"Ok, I'll be leaving at 3 and I'll come back in case you change your mind" she leaves the room

Shopping? I haven't gone out in a while. I sold my other clothes to make extra money in the past before I started to get a lot more depressed

All I have is hoodies and black pants

I never wore anything else

I always have my hair in my face too and my hood always on my head

Shopping will maybe help with my condition and new friends can also be a big help