Coming From a Thug .

Chapter 12 .

*Chapter 12 .

I stayed in the hotel for about a week in a half , clearing my head and thoughts . I finally decided to go home yesterday and let me tell you . Scotty had fucked my house up. I couldn't be mad , cause I did the same .. but that only made him childish too considering the fact he was 20 and only females did shit like that . So I called him.

"Why you fuck my house up?"

"Naaah the question is where the fuck You been at?"

"Chillin."

"So you wanna play games?"

"Scotty you chose that Bitch over me .. I can't believe you did that , you really hurt my feelings."

"Moenaee it was nothing like that .. you could have killed that girl."

"Well I didn't .." and with that being said I hung up and turned my phone back off . Eventually turning it back on.

Around 11 that night Tiny & Miya called me and asked if I wanted to go out tonight . I told them yea and they were going to come pick me by 1:30. I'm glad I wasn't taking my car it was Saturday night and I wanted to get fucked up , and I knew I could cause Tiny don't drink .

I got up and walked to closet trying to find the PERFECT outfit for tonight .. I feel like I'm free and single. I pulled out a red dress that was long sleeve and long with the back out stopping a little bit before my ass was out , took a shower and did my make up I needed to where my hair up tonight so I put it in a braided bun with my bangs out. I put the dress on which was a little to tight , but that was even better . With a some black stilettos .. I thought I was cute.

I heard Tiny blow her horn so I grabbed my clutch and threw my phone in it , and grabbed my keys and some weed and cigars and some cash. I locked my door and jumped in the car with my girls . When I Got in the were already smoking. So I rolled my weed up and put it in rotation with the rest of the blunts. By the time we got to the club I was stuck .. but I managed to get out and walk in.

I was ordering shots and downing them , next thing I knew my drunk ass was on the dance floor with Tay'Vohn .. dancing to a slow jam . I was grinding my ass on him while he had a tight grip on my waist. We were all into it when someone grabbed me by the back of my neck and slung me to the ground. When I looked up I saw Scotty steal off on Tay'Vohn. I jumped up .

"Scotty , stop what you doing?" I yelled noticing everyone had stopped what they were doing to watch the fight , when two gruads broke them up.

"Who is this nigga?" Scotty shot back.

"He just my friend that's it .. Nothing is going on." I tried to explain.

"It look like something going on to me."

"My nigga me & Moe been fucking around since I meet her at the strip club." Tay'Vohn stepped in.

"So yall been fucking huuuh?"

"No we haven't been fucking , but I've been calling him up sometimes." I said.

"For what? What the fuck you and this nigga got to talk about?" Scotty asked.

"It ain't even that, he treat me how I'm supposed to be treated.. You have no idea how to treat me."

"Come on we finna go , right now."

"Scotty , I'm not leaving with you .."

"Yea you are bitch."

"No I'm not.. I'm leaving how I came." I was sloppy drunk.

"You got 5 seconds to start stepping , or imma drag ya ass outta here by ya hair."

"Nooo!"

*The Club owner walks up*

"Yall have to leave or I have to call the laws."

Right when he said that Scotty grabbed me by my hair and started pulling me. Next thing I know Tay' Vohn had punched Scotty and knocked him out cold.

"Tay'Vohn nooo why did you do that? I can handle my own." I yelled at him.

"Man Moe you deserve somebody way better than that." He explained.

"I don't care stay out my business , you had no right to do that!" I ran over to Scotty. Soon as he got up He pulled his gun out. Everybody started running and screaming. "SCOTTY NO BABY DON'T DO IT .. HE NOT WORTH IT , NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT BABY LETS GO." He put his gun up and I told Tiny & Miya I'd see them later and we left. We rode home in silence , we didn't even look at each other. When we got home , I put some comfortable clothes on and fell right to sleep with Scotty right on the side of me.

The next morning everything was a blur and I had a bad ass headache , plus a hangover .I got in the shower and right back in the bed. I didn't want nothing more than to be alone. When I heard my front door being opened up , closed .. than locked.  I rolled my eyes I didn't want to be bothered by Scotty right now. He came to the back room with a breakfast burrito , orange juice and some Aspirin.

"Here.." he handed me the stuff.

"Thanks."

"Welcome , I'm sorry for last night I was a little to drunk none of that should have had happened. I'm sorry and I love you."

"Its okay baby .. I was drunk too I had no business dancing on him like that."

"You single right?" He asked sarcastically.

"Baby I don't want to be .. I want to be with you. I hate being away from you . Its like taking breath out of my body Baby . I don't kno what to do." I started crying .

"Moe I love you too baby .. I'll never leave you , I go out and do my thing and come home to you ."

"And I want more than that .. maybe it's not me who's not ready it's you . I've been letting you put in my head that I wasn't ready .. when it's really you."

"Well what do you want me to do?"he looked confused.

"Maybe you should leave , until you are ready to be with me. Until you finally realize what you have .. and until YOU finally grow up."

"Okay , you right it's me .. but I'd never had a bitch care about me so much . Until I meet you , I never really had to answer to a bitch before I was always there or not , I scared .. I don't want to be heart broken. "

"How you think I feel? Ain't no nigga ever cared for me like this. Its scary to me too , but I'm willing to risk it . Being hurt cause I love you."

He didn't have nothing to say , he just walked out and left . Not saying anything to me , my feelings were really hurt. I decided to not think about it anymore and eat.

I think Scotty being in my life has took a toll on me so fast I didn't realize it . I let him take me out of my reality and into this fancy of him having money , and cars and spoiling me. Shelding me from what was real .. cause he had me so wrapped around his finger , I thought I was scared of commitment , I thought I was to young and I wasn't ready. When it was really him .. but he was using me to distract me from the truth . I can't believe I fell for that shit .