Coming From a Thug .

Chapter 14 .

*Chapter 14*

Next thing I know I was on the High-Way .. On my way to Texas , with dope in my trunk and weed in my vents , I had all the work on me and Scotty & Sosa was behind me incase I got pulled over .. this was the crazy shit I've ever done in my life. Jeopardizing my future, for Scotty .. but I needed to do what I had to , too keep Scotty pockets looking right .. that's where all my money comes from . I took my eyes of the rode for a quick second as my phone rung.

"Hello?"

"45 more minutes Baby , and remember when you go in there throw him the bag & he''ll throw you one back. Make no eye contact with anyone .. leave the rental car two blocks away an....."

"And jump in the car with Ashley (Sosa Baby mama) and head straight to the trap house to pick up another package and wait tell y'all give us further instructions." I cut him off we been through this a million times.

"Are you good?" He asked sounding concerted.

"I'm okay Baby , just a little hungry you kno I likes to eat."

"We can all go out as soon as where done."

"Okay Baby."

"Bye." He hung up.

Ashley was riding with me and she didn't seem the slightest bit of nervous as she smoked her Newport cigarette .. on the other hand her Sosa been together for 7 years so she's more than used to it .. and she doesn't work so this is how she made her money so her and Sosa can stay in that big ass house and feed their 2 kids.

"You okay girl?" She asked me blowing her smoke out the cracked window.

"Yea, just a little nervous but I'm sure I'll be fine."

"It gets better in time. . I was nervous the first few times to but as you learn the ropes it all because a piece of cake to you.. I still get nervous sometimes because you never know what and who your dealing with each time .. and even if you do , you don't kno what's on that nigga mind today. Do you have a pistol with you? "  she asked.

"No.." I started to tense up just at the thought of having to possibly kill someone.

"Relax, you don't need one but here." She handed me a pink pistol. "Do not lose her that's Pink Panther, she likes to stay close to me." I grabbed the pistol then Ashley lit another cigarette and we rode in silence the rest of the way there.

"Okay stop here I see the rental car they ordered online." Ashley seemed sure. She walked behind to Sosa's car and grabbed a black bag and I guess the keys. Then she walked back to my side and handed me an all black jumper told me to put it on & then followed her. I stepped out the car kicked off my Cool Grey's and threw the jumper on over my clothes threw my Jordans back on and waited till Ashley took off and I followed her.  She stopped in front of a warehouse and I guess this was my stop. I didn't want to do this. I got out and threw my phone and purse in her car .. grabbed all the work and put them in one duffle back. I looked around a few more seconds, then Ashley drove off . "Okay." I signed to myself and walked up to the ware house.  I did exactly what was told to me . I walked in there threw the man the bag , he looked through it and threw me a bag and I walked out. Hopped back in my car and drove two blocks. Got out put the key in the gas tank and hopped in the car with Ashley. It took us like 30 minutes to get to the trap house. She hopped out ran inside for about 2 minutes then came out with a package. We drove to the hotel and waited tell we got a call from Scotty & Sosa. This was horrible even though we didn't do nothing wrong. I was still scared out of my mind. . And if this is what Scotty was protecting me from I appreciated it , maybe I wasn't ready. Maybe I am too young and maybe I need to stop trying to please him so badly when it comes to this lifestyle. I thought he was bullshitting when he said his lifestyle wasn't a joke. . I guess I'll rather be one of them pretty house wife bitches. Cause I'm NEVER doing this again. My thoughts got interrupted when Ashleys phone rang. She stayed on the phone a few more seconds then hung up. It took us another 45 minutes to make it to the destination Scotty & Sosa were waiting to meet us. Then she gave them the package and then instructed us to head back to the hotel and buy us a room. It took us another long ass 45 minutes to get back to the hotel. By the time we bought the room , took all the bags up and finally sat still it was 4:30 in the morning. I wanted to take a shower but had no energy to pull myself up. I changed my clothes and got comfortable before I got in the bed. Ashley did the same but instead of getting in the bed she turned the TV on.

"Your not tired?" I looked at her in amazement.

"Yea , but I never lay down tell I see Sosa walk through the door." She lit up a cigarette.

I laid back down trying to stay up but ending up dozing off. About an hour later I felt that Oh-so familiar gentleness of Scotty wrapping his arms around me. I needed that.