Coming From a Thug .

Chapter 13 .

*Chapter 13*

3 weeks with out Scotty .. 3 loooooong weeks. School and home is basically what I've been doing oh .. and planning Mesha's baby shower which she put me in charge of . So I guess I'll been a little busy and not totally bored.

Today was the day of her baby shower she was having a girl .. "KaLylah Moenaee Brooks." and of course I was the God Mother .. for her baby shower she wanted a dinner party before we actually started the opening of the gifts. I hired 2 different catering restaurants . Which costed about $350 a piece .. but I didn't get up set . I just kno for my baby shower I'm going all out (If I ever have kids) and if not my Wedding was going to the shit(If I ever get married) . Don't mind me I'm just babbling on. Anyway the caterers brought out the choices I chose the Chicken Fried Steak dinner which  was delicious.  I might start going to Kadio's just for that meal.

It was finally time for her to open and show off all her gifts. She had diapers , and clothes. .. little booties for the baby and all the other necessary stuff you need to care for a baby. The games was next .. by then I was ready to go it was 11:15 at night and I had class in the morning. I made my rounds to tell everyone bye , and all the extra stuff . Lastly I walked over to Mesha.

"I'm gonna go , I have class." I explained.

"Okay thanks for everything, what time do we have to be out of here?"

"By 12 ..."

"Thank you for everything Moe, I prolly would have had a cheap house party/ baby shower with out you." Her eyes started watering.

I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked out. I hate they fact that her baby daddy is so stingy, he didn't even wanna throw her a baby shower .. and he has money he ain't broke . Just a penny pincher. We would not get along I likes to shop.

It felt like along way home .. it took me forever to get there. When I got inside , I poured a cup of Kool-Aid .. then went straight to the restroom for a quick shower. When I got out I noticed I didn't grab me towel to dry off .. so I had no choice but to run across the hall to my room .. like some one was there .. I guess that's just a habit tho. I ran in my room and closed the door behind me .. I was walking over to the dresser when I seen Scotty sitting up on the bed through my dresser mirror.

"Oooooooooooaaaaaaay , What the fuck? You physco or something Scotty?" He scared the bricks out of me.

"Physco? No. Crazy? Yes." He started laughing.

I didn't find this amusing.

"Well what you doing here? What you want?"

"I missed you.." I saw him staring at my ass  through my mirror , which reminding me to put on a dry towel .. I pulled one out of the drawer and wrapped it around my damp body.

"Whatever." I replied rolling my eyes.

"Damn we kicking shit like that now?"

"Yeaaa , I guess so."

"Look I ain't come over here to argue with ya crazy ass .. I wanted to apologize baby. I kno I been fucking up and I want to do better by you. I was at home in that big ass house just thinking .. I'm done with all that extra bullshit,  I'm done with the hoes and all that other shit .. the only thing I want to do is make money then come home to you , I'll even sell my house until we ready to buy that one dream house together, I wanna see you finish school and do what you do , baby them 3 weeks felt like eternity without you I love you and I need you .. I promise you Imma change." He had that sad look on his face again. I was really annoyed and didn't even want to hear him right now , but I went along just to have him here with me again.

"I love you too baby, but it ain't gone be easy to gain my trust back. I put my all into you, and you treated me like nothing." I said.

"I kno baby , and it's nothing I want more right now than your trust back."

"Alright Scotty this ya last chance I'm too young , too be feeling this old."

He started laughing.

"Oh and No pussy , tell I let you kno other wise." I walked out the room.

"What you mean no pussy?" He followed me.

"Just what it sound like Scotty , you hungry?"

"Yeaaa man." He looked so damn fine right now I wanted to fuck his brains out, but he had to learn his lesson my way plus I wasn't even in the mood or kno where he been. We ate then watched a movie and feel to sleep.

The next morning he woke me up with breakfast then told me he has a surprise for me. After I finished eating he led me outside. He pulled me out the door .. I looked up to see my Crown Vic all white on 26 inch rims. .

"What the fuck baby , she so pretty." I jumped up and down immediately I knew I was gone call  her "Cocaine" she was so pretty sitting next to "Trina" (the range rover). I just fell in love .

"You gone take her for a ride?" Scotty asked.

"I have class baby." I replied.

"So you can miss a day."

"Oooo , Okay.

I ran back in the house and washed my faced brushed my teeth. But my hair in a sloppy bun with a sundress .. and some flats .. and me and Scotty drove around in Cocaine for hours getting high .. he had the speakers in my truck knocking to .. I think I love Coca more than Trina. "Naaaaah." I said in my head after I thought about it . I also thought about how I let Scotty drown me and gifts to easy his was back .. but not this time . He was gone learn. He snapped me out of my thought when he asked me a question that I was scared about answering. But the word "Yes" slipped out my mouth so fast , that I didn't kno what to do. I didn't want him to think I wasnt ready.