My Sex Buddy. (bxb) ~ COMPLETED~

"Twelve"

School went smoothly minus the questions I was barbed with but I made it through the day but when I came home I felt instantly weight filled and it wasn't a good feeling to feel either. I sat in my room doing my homework when a knock came to my door I didn't tell whoever it was to come in but they came in anyway.

It was Dad he looked sad.

Dad came and sate down on the edge of my bed and stayed silent for a few minutes I refused to look at him I kept doing my homework as if he wasn't even there.

"Winter..."

Dad looked at me hopefully as I saw unshed tears glistening in have eyes.

"Winter I'm so sorry."

U sat my work down and sat crisscrossed on my bed and looked at him (Silently)

"I'm sorry for hurting you...I know what Gavin had done to you so what I had did was worse I know I had hurt you badly I saw the way you had looked at me you looked... shocked, scared like I was a...a monster. And I guess I am now."

He looks away to the floor then back at me.

"Gen is intimidating she makes me want to be strict to get respect. I see the way her son acts and I just instantly try to get you to be like that to...I don't know why it's just Gen says that you should be respecting her and me and id just agree and she'd say 'you should do something about him' and I'd agree again like a robot. When she had told me what she saw you and Dustin doing she told me that I needed to hit you she said that her ex husband did the same for Harley and he had began to respect them more, it made me mad when she mentioned her ex husband getting respect from son so I...I hit you I only did it because I let her whisper things into my ear and I didn't think on my own o let her control me and think for me and I'm so sorry for that."

He moves closer to me with sad sorry eyes that spilled tears of regret.

"Winter you know id never hurt you, I love you!"

I could feel a tear roll down my cheek as I nod my head and looked down into my lap.

"It was so, so wrong of me to do that...I swear I'll never hurt you ever, ever again...I need you Winter your my son...it's just hard doing this without another adult...Gen and Harley are out looking for a new apartment to rent. Things are going to go back to normal..."

I nod my head as dad placed his hand on my kneecap.

"Winter do you forgive me?"

I sniffed and nod.

"Thanks daddy, I forgive you"

Dad stared at me for a second before scooting closer to me. I went in his embrace and he hugged me tightly. I breathed in his scent as I placed my face into his neck and breathed in his manly sweet scent. Feelings swarmed in the pit of my stomach and I bit my lip.

'Would he notice if I kissed his neck? Just one little peck'

I pressed my lips to his neck and kept them there for a few seconds and then removed them. Dad went still and I heard his breathing hitch. Did he notice? Fuck I think he did!

"Winter"

Damnit.

"Y-yeah?"

"Do you want me to-...nevermind"

"What dad tell me?"

He shook his head and pulled away while standing.

"No, it was a shitty thought."

Come on!

"Come on dad!"

"Tell me"

He sighs and looked at me unsure.

"Do you um...want me to give you a kiss on your cheek?"

He shrugged his shoulder and blushed at his sheepish question.

"Sure."

He leaned forward and kissed my cheek then pulled away.

"There"

He whispered I smile and shake my head.

"You get back to your homework and we'll go out to the dinner and eat dinner there since we hadn't been going lately."

I nod my head and a grin spread out over my face.

Am I getting my dad back fully?

Maybe.

I hope so.

I went back to my homework bitting my pencil and thinking about his face expression when I smiled and forgave him.