Going through Changes

Bad Starts

"Okay Nash, I promise." Taylor said as your brother walked out.

Taylor watched as your brother left and looked at you.

It seemed when ever you looked back at him he was looking at you.

"Why are you staring at me like that?"

"Because, your beautiful." he answered You started blushing and knew he was for sure he was crushing on you as you were him.

He walked over from the couch to your bed side, on to the chair next to your bed.

He held your hand as you listened to him. "Listen Josie, you mean the world to me. If I loose you I would go insane. I probably wouldn't survive any days with out you, so please baby don't hurt yourself. Your gorgeous and you don't deserve the hate that you get, your perfect to me just know that."

After that you were crying and motioned him to hug you, you smiled as the tears rolled one after another. He stopped hugging you and wiped your tears, you knew he was hurt seeing you like this. Knowing he is a little of the reason for making you cry. "I'm sorry Josie." he apologized as he sat back on the couch

"Your fine Taylor." you cried and said

"But I just always rush into things and I don't want to rush you either so I though I would back away." He explained

"Taylor, I like you. It's getting worse, you are my favorite. Nobody compares to the way you make me smile."

"Jo, I like you too. I just haven't had the guts to ask but, I think I will soon and I need to give you time to think so I don't have you feeling uncomfortable."

"Taylor it's okay." You said softy with a frown

He and you were now pretty close, and he kissed you.

You have been waiting for this for a looooong time!

As he was kissing you you sat up and let him wrap his arms around you waist.

Your hands were around his neck as you kissed, it was your first kiss. You had your first kiss with Taylor fucking Caniff!

You parted and gave smiles as you kissed again..He was sitting on the side of your bed, and you struggling to lean up to him.

As you too were kissing the boys returned "oooooo" ing as they saw you guys.

Taylor walked out of the room and into the hall. Nash asked "What's wrong with him?"

"I don't know but I'm gonna find out." You said as you grabbed your close to change into. " uhh well you can go home tonight Jo, whatever you feel like. Your doctor said it was fine. Now your out of bed you can go check out. He said as you were changing on the side of the curtain that you pulled around. "Sounds perfect." you said as you finished dressing. You hugged and kissed Nash's cheek as you went to talk to Tay.

"I don't want to talk to you!" Taylor yelled He saw you and when he yelled you flinched.

"See I scare her!" Taylor said. The boys looked at you and whispered to you a couple things before they all went inside.

"What do you want?" He said

"I want you to quit acting like a bitch and get your shit together!" You yelled

"Okay look Josie I had my shit together and then I kissed you and my feelings multiplied, I can't tell you how sorry I am for playing with you heart." He said

"Taylor it's been one day,you just walked off after we kissed!" I yelled

Taylor hugged you and rested his head and you and you did the same. One of the boys snapped a picture. Your phone buzzed from twitter notifications going off. Matt must have posted the picture of you and Taylor.

Josie~"So you could basically say that Taylor and I had a bad start."

Taylor~"She means the world to me and I just kissed her, shouldn't I be happy?"