looks are deceiving

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I want to know what it feels like to love, and to be loved.

Do you ever get that feeling; that your looking the devil right in the eye? Well as I sit in this dark alley way, alone, cold and wet, I wonder what looking an angle in the eye would look like. I want to know what an angle looks like and maybe what it feels like, to be an angle. To know that you have never done wrong. Never stolen. Never lied. Never hated.

I live in Australia. I know what your thinking, sunny down-under. Well for me it's not. I live with my three brothers, Mike, AJ and Jake. Mikes 14, looking like he is about 19 or something, he has bleach blonde hair, which pisses me off cause I want it. He has blue eyes and the typical Aussie bloke body, muscly. AJ is 18, you can normally find him down at the club or pub, drinking, smoking, drugging, you know the usual. AJ and Mike look basically the same, just Mike gets more girls. Jake is the oldest one out of all, he is 21. He has, god, I don't even know what colour hair he dyes it so much, but he has blue eyes and killer tats. That's my family, well the only true family I have. Mums been dead for a couple of years now, and dads in the lock up.

Well now you probably want to know what I am like. I know who I am, where I have been and where I am going, which by knowing this place is probably no where. I have been bought up by three god knows what, those things I call by brothers. I have long, curly, brown hair, kind of tall, blue eyes, killer eyelashes (if I do say so myself) and how the boys say, 'the most amazing legs'. I know, I'm a lil stuck up, but I take pride in the way I look. The boys got to have something to look at, why can't it be me? As you can tell I have a personality that can knock them dead, a little tough, and ain't the little miss goody two shoes. I've done drinking. I've done drugging. I've done smoking. And maybe I shouldn't cause I'm only 17 but I don't care cause that's the way I have been bought up.

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Sorry, this is only my first story, I hope it's ok xx

Just saying this is the charater talking, I am not like this is real life. (:

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