I simply can't help, just to love you

The truth

GRAYS POV
"Thank you for helping me Gray." Juvia smiled as I brought the last bag from the hospital.
"How are you feeling?" I asked her. She smiled again.
"Do you need anything else?"
She waited for a moment. "Maybe.....could you stay here with me?" She blushed adorably.
I came closer and hugged her. "Sure." I whispered into her hair.

I couldn't forget the feeling when I saw Juvia laying on the ground, blood coming from her wound. I didn't tell her, that I almost killed the man that did that to her.
The feeling of being able to do absolutely nothing, as I watched her being taken away into the ambulance, made my heart stop.
I had to see her that night.
I climbed into her room the light the window. She was laying there, the only thing keeping me sure she was alive were the beeping sounds.
I don't know what would I do if I lose her.

"Are you okay? They said, that you shouldn't be feeling any strong pain." I said as I saw Juvia sitting on her bed, staring into the wall.
"I'm just amazed I'm alive." She laughed sarcastically.
"Stop saying things like that!" I pushed her under me. "Stop saying that!"
She stared at me with her beautiful blue eyes, shining in the light.
I squeezed her hands. "Stop saying things like you can't believe you are alive! You have no idea how I felt when I saw you there!" She grabbed my cheek. "What did I do to do deserve you for a boyfriend? When my life is just a big mess." She sighed. I kissed her palm.
"That's what I actually wanted to talk about."
She sat up and faced me. "I decided. I want to tell you the truth."
"You know you don't have to." I said as I put a bit of her hair behind her ear. "I know. But I want to."
"Than, I'm here to listen."
"Fine."

"My true name is Juvia-El-Minna Lockser. I have a younger sister, Meredy-Al-Lona Lockser. We used to live in a city called Fiore, where I met Lucy and my other friends. My father was never home. When I was younger, my mom used to tell me that he is a very important man. That he has many people under him. I admired him. He had the aura of the one nobody should not mess with. Even though he totally ignored his family, he was still my role model. That was until I turned 11.
On my 11th birthday, Father suddenly came home after along time. He was furious.
Turned out that one of his partners turned on him.
My father is the boss of one of the most powerful mafia. He is doing illegal activities, and one of his friends turned him to his enemies.
Of course, when this happens, the boss usually fakes death and puts the business on his son's shoulders.
But he had only daughters. That day, was when I started talking in 3rd person. It was that day, when I was cursed for not being born as a boy, being the first born. That he didn't have a heir.
My mom tried to stop him. That day, we all ended up in bruises." I felt that she started to shake. I came closer to her and hugged her.
She inhaled and continued.
"Not long after this, Meredy and me were almost kidnapped, coming home from school. They went after us, since they couldn't get to our father.
Father decided that we must cease to exist.
He burned down our house with his own hands. He though, that we were in there, but the only one who was there was my mother.
She was found dead, few days later.
Father went a bit crazy, as he really loved her. If he actually has feelings like that.
He couldn't kill us. Instead, he told us to die.
His organization is bigger than you would think.
We were separated, me and Meredy.
We had to change our personalities, our names, our style. Basically kill who we were, and be born anew.
And now, after 5 years, it looks like they found us."
She ended, breathing heavily.
I kissed her on the cheek. "You are someone amazing, for going through that and still being so wonderful." I said.
She pressed herself closer to me.
"Thank you Gray. Thank you for choosing me, even though I made your life horrible." "Don't say that!" I pressed her under me again.
"Do no say that, Juvia! Before I met you, I was emotionless, bastard that couldn't open to anyone. I didn't care about anything. Meeting you, changed me in the good way. You changed me Juvia. I love you for that. I love you, and I don't know what would I have done if you died that night. Trust me, it still hunts me." I pressed my forehead on hers.
"I love you too Gray." She whispered.
I swallowed and kissed her on lips.
"Thanks to you, I want to be alive again." She said into my lips.
"Gray.." she suddenly said as she could feel my hand on her tight. I swallowed.
"I'm sorry Juvia. I know you just got discharged from the hospital. I'll sleep on the couch." I went to get up, but she grabbed me and pushed me back.
I looked at her surprised.
"I....I don't want you to sleep there." She blushed saying this.
l swallowed again.
"Than you better be prepared. 'Cause I'm not stopping tonight." I said and kissed her.

JUVIAS POV
"I'm not stopping tonight." Gray said and kissed me. I rested my hands on his back, my legs in between his.
God, I love him.
Our kisses became more passionate. We parted for a moment, and Gray pulled his shirt over his head, while unbuttoning mine.
He put a thumb in my mouth, forcing in open and went to explore it with his tongue, his other hand on my bare back. As we parted, I opened my bra and shoved it aside. Gray was panting as well as me. "If anything hurt you, tell me and I'll stop." He said and kissed my neck.
He left trials of gentle kisses on my back, licking it sometimes, resulting in my heavy breathing and panting. He sucked my sweet spot and a moan escaped my lips, making him smirk against my skin.
"Gosh that sound is adorable." He chuckled.
He continued his kisses all the way to my breast, giving them full attention. I was panting and moaning from the sensation he was giving me. 
He sat up and looked at me. "What?" I asked.
"I love you. " he said. Making me blush.
He unzipped his pants and shoved them aside. I did the same thing.
Gray's eyes were filled with hunger and lust. I got up and kissed him on his jaw, biting it few times. He groaned every time I did it.
I continued all the way up to his ears, which I know are his weak spot. I licked them gently, and he groaned, resulting in him pushing me back on my bed.
He kissed me again. "Not fair." He said and I giggled.
He gently pulled my panties down. I was now laying there completely naked.
"Are you sure Juvia?" Gray asked again.
I smiled at him. "A bit too late to ask, don't you think?" I asked, while planting small kisses all over his bare muscular chest. He groaned again,  pressing his lower body against mine and I could fell how hard he was through this boxers.
Gray pulled them down and positioned himself on top of me. "Ready?" He asked.
I nodded and hugged him.
He slowly went in, and a sharp pain echoed through my body, making me flinch.
"I'm sorry. Are you alright?" Gray asked.
I nodded. "Just give me few moment." I said.
He slowly started kiss me on my nose, eyelids, ears, neck, forehead, mouth, all over just so I would relax a bit.
I inhaled.
"Fine. You can move." He slowly went out and in.
I moaned.
He continues moving as I was moaning his name, my hands scratching his back and his mouth kissing me all over.
He was gentle, yet rough.
Passionate, yet kind.
"I love you Gray." I whispered into his mouth.
"I love you too Juvia." He said and smiled.
What did I do to deserve him?