Scared

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Have you ever been real scared? Me today... Sad. Long story shorten up, it was cold but I chose to wear a thin jacket then my super super super THICK(I mean it) one, cause it was warmer then yesterday... Yet, when my dad saw it he start to convince me changing my mind, I ignored him. Eventually when we got downstairs I was just normal walking and he start scolding me I in front of the WHOLE BUILDING and it's not just embarrassing, he hit my head twice! For the first time of my life since I'd ever remember something! It hurts me a lot but I still run upstairs to change my jacket. I know. It was totally my fault, it's just me being lazy, yet I'd never saw him being like that, maybe yes, last night. My grandpa wasn't respecting my helper and said that my help was not educated, then my mum came and scold my grandpa(not the first time), no longer my dad came home and asked what happen, another fight started between my dad and my mum(not the first time). They were yelling at midnight. Real shout. And I was scared, hiding in my blanket cursing myself to sleep, eventually I was crying. Back to today, after I change, I came down, and he was waiting! For me... I didn't know what to say so I'd just ignored him, until the next second he said, "you're taking bus right? The next one is coming so you better run the opposite way to catch it at the second bus stop!" He was smiling. And I felt guilty. Guilty for how I've been thinking about him, for even a second having those kind of thoughts. We ran together along the road full of standing but stops and I saw the bus leaving! Dad ran to the bus and beg(kind of shout) the driver to stop and wait for me, at that moment I cried. For the very first time I'd ever crying in public, tears running down my rosy cheek as I jumped on the bus and turned my back to my dad, trying to hide my drops of tears from him(I regret that the most). Every pair of eyes were staring at me with a question mark, the one beside me was even handing me a tissue! Well unbelievable I didn't felt embarrassed or something but instead I cried out loud on the bus, ON THE BUS...

Not really shorten up though...
That was kind of a diary...
But posting it out...
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