I don't feel okay anymore
I don't want to be alive anymore
I don't want to exist
My level of desire to run away is now at 70% rather than 100%
I'm losing hope
I'm losing life
I'd rather physically die
Than to be dead amongst those who claim life
I have a strong urge to cut myself
To bleed out
To be gone
To not exist anymore
To not think to not hurt to not feel
To be gone
To go
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PoetryWARNING: THESE WRITTEN THOUGHTS MAY OR MAY NOT CAUSE YOU TO QUESTION LIFE, PEOPLE, AND/OR THE THINGS SURROUNDING YOU ON A DAILY BASIS. CAUTION: MAY BE TRIGGERING TO THOSE WHO STRUGGLE WITH DISASSOCIATION, DEPERSONALIZATION, AND DEREALIZATION.