Where Can This Relationship Lead To?

Chapter 9 (Fam Problems)

* Months Later *

Jaiie's POV

Okay so its been a couple months, and today is uhhhh June 4. Aight good I'm on track again. Well, nothing much has happened just basically drama with my fam and shxt which I will tell you in a min.

Okay so my parents think they can tell me when to go out and when to come back like I'm still a kid.  That shxt makes no fuckin sence like frfr, my bday June25 and imma be 19 and shxt imma move out asap too fuck all this drama shxt.  I swear I'm the only one they treat different.  They say imma mistake, so shct I use that against them, it may piss they off, but it hurts me that they told me without giving a fuck what I think. I'm the lightest of the fam, I'm like a whitish, some of y'all seen me cause of my IG or FB, but some pics are edit and you'll be able to tell when I don't edit them. But yeah just cause of my skin color I think I'm adopted,  lol like no joke. My bf and friends tell me I'm over reacting,  but am I really?  Look I'll explain the way they treat me compare to my niece.

Okay so when my niece goes out, at times she comes back at like 3in the morning, sometimes sooner other times later. I've never been out that later, besides the time I ran away. it don't count and its not fair at all. When she gets home momma expects me to be up babysitting the fuckin door till she comes so I will unlock it for her.  She knows that she does and drinks and don't say shxt to her,  she's a fan fuckin dumb ass hoe, like frfr. Yet when they found out I drink and smoke,  they got all up on my face.  Like yo! Your going to tell me all this and that when I'm skiing the same my niece is doing and she's exactly 2 years younger then me.  We have the same bday, I wish wet didn't since we're nothing alike.

That's some of the BS that goes around my house, okay wanna hear even more BS? Okay so here it goes.

One of my brothers live here,  in my opinion he shouldn't since he has 3kids with 2different baby mommas and at times claims they ain't his when yeahh, he's on drugs. he's the second youngest but is about to be 24 this year, he's 5years older then me but still os here, like gtfo. I've told my parents he should find an apartment and leave, but nahhhh , they always say, thatbi don't understand,  or ahen I have kids of my own I will understand.  Nahh I understand that his bitch ass don't ever wanna leave the house, ever since I was 14 I was protecting my parents from his drug addict bitch ass.

Once him and my dad were going at it, but my dad was drunk so I decided to jump it. Don't ask why I was young and seen my dad needing my help, and wellnwith that I got hit on the head and ribs. After that shxt ended it continued for like 3 more years, same shxt different day, but my dad and him never went at it again.

After like the 3rd time he realize I stood in front of my parents protecting them and I told him if he wanted to hit them,  to hit me instead. After the first time when he hit my head and ribs, that was the only time her ever hit me. He realized I wasn't afraid of him like everyone else, so if he hit me, what would be the point when I would just hit him back. I mean I don't hit like a girl, I grew up with my 4 brothers since my 3 hoes sisters left when they were each 16. So Yes I've gotten into fights with a female,  the last time was with I was in 3rd grade and she was in 6th, I kinda fucked her the fuck up, plus I have anger issues, lol .

Okay so that's some BS said, on to the next.

I have a sister who's also a drug addict.  . . . okay okay my whole fuckin family seems to be a drug addict.  Anyways,  she's the worst one of all.  She had 5kids, My niece that lives with us,  the one 2 years younger then me is her daughter.  Like mother like daughter right?  Okay so my momma told me a while back that when we lived in Cali she would still jewelry and money from my parents when they would save up for something.  She's used tob stealing,  soo yes she still does it now.  Okay so in the past year, well less then that,  she stole jewelry from my mom,  a card with $600 that my momma put on to buy someone a plane ticket,  and well more money.  It gets on my nerves that she still comes and acts like nothing happened,  and when I asked her where's the stuff she says why wet always accuse her.  Well btw she had a so called husband,  who talks shxt about my momna behind her back but he still steps on our yard. He don't buy his kids clothes,  or anything at all. When he does,  its all my sister's money she gets from her son that had several operations. He thinks he a man and want to show off , my momma always calls him out in front of people and shxt.

Okay with some of the shxt told you,  that not even all of it, not even half,  I can sit here write the longest book you'll ever read, just based on what I go thru and shxt.

Okay so with that said back to me,  my parents don't want me here by the end of next year, which I would try and get a job but they would never let me.  So now they expect me to earn a certain amount to move out and shxt,  like wtf?  anyway give me 2yearsb so I can save up for stuff, I told them when I turn 21, I would be out of here way before I turn. I will be miles away in a whole other state where they won't bother me and I won't bother them.  Sounds good right?  Since they kicking me out.  Okay so my mother told me how am I going to move in with my bf when were not married,  I told her,  " That'sold shxt you want me out?  Well imma move in with my bf, I'm almost 19 in 3weeks, youe kicking me out, and well imma far away with him.  That's what you wanted huh?  So don't worry with who I move out with,  worry about My sister and brother who you don't say shxt to."

Yeah I can be a bitch and make all the shxt she says to me, go back to get in the worst way.  I draw, so custom alerts,  vests, phone cases, shoes etccc, anything you name it. Every since she found out she wants everything,  Smfh I can't do nothing without her wanting me to make it for the whole fuckin world.

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