The Beatles smut

The depression john

Your p.o.v
Recently John has been really depressed and it's been a little concerning. John would have to leave during recording or while we were just at dinner with the boys. Right now he was in the bathroom you didn't know what he was doing but you assumed he was crying cause you heard little sobs coming from in there it made your heart break just seeing that he was feeling down.
You decided to go knock on the door
"Hey Johnny?" You asked

No answer~~~~

"John?"

Still no answer~~~~

"Johnny are you alright in there?!"
"John please answer me?"

"Yea,im fine luv don't worry." He responded finally his voice cracking slightly

"John I'm coming I'm." You said worriedly opening the door

The sight Alone made your heart break into a million pieces
John was sitting on the floor in front of the toilet with no shirt on he seemed so broken

"Oh,god John!" You ran over to him and hugged him close to you "Johnny are you alright?"

He didn't answer you he just cried into your neck as he hugged you back you two stayed that way for a while

"Johnny?"

He looked up at you with big glossy eyes

"Yes?" He asked his voice cracking

"What are you doing?"

"I-i don't know...I just want to..look good for you."he confessed to you

"What?"

"I want to look good for you...I know you (y/n) you think I'm ugly....god I'm so fucking disgusting."

"John your not disgusting,your handsome, strong,beautiful,and most of all sexy." You whispered the last part in his ear making him whine

JOHNs POV
"I'm not (y/n)"

God I just want her to touch me....but she would never touch someone as disgusting as me

"Yes you are!"

"No I'm not I'm fucking disgusting."

"John,luv no your not."

I  looked down and the ground not believing a word she said...I'm not

"No."

She sighed"John c'mere I'll show you Your not."

YOur POV
I brought him all the way to our shared bedroom and made him sit down on the edge of the bed
Once he sat down I got on my knees and crawled over to John his eyes were on the floor I sat in between his legs my head on his inner thigh
'Thank god I'm only in shorts and a shirt cause this would look weird if I was fully dressed' l thought to myself
"Johnny?"I asked as I started to kid all ove his stomach and thighs and his crotch area "do you really think your disgusting?"

"(Y/n) I know I am I'm fucking fat!"

You just sighed and started to mouth him off from outside his briefs
He groaned thrusting up a little
"(Y-y/n)...stop you don't need to do this." He said
"But I want to"you poured at him"later your gonna need to return the favor later though you winked at him quickly pulling his hardend dick out

"There we are..."you breathed

You started circling the tip with your tounge,slowing you slid his length down your throat making him moan
You slowly started sucking him off and moaning around him making him thrust into your mouth
  You pulled off of him and looked up he pouted at you
  "Why'd ya stop?"
"You won't cum unless you say your not disgusting."
"But (y/n)-"
"John."yOu said sternly"say it or your gonna hafta finish yourself off."
"I-im not disgusting.."
"And?"
"I'm handsome,strong, an' sexy." He said sounding kinda ashamed
"Good"
"No I want you to fuck my mouth..."you said blushing a little
He smirked down at you
"Gladly"he said hold your head in place"open up luv"

He started thrusting into your mouth slowly then picking up speed soon after a minute or so he came shooting his seed down your throat
After he pulled out and you swallowed his spunk he brought you up to his lips and kissed you roughly
"I love you."

"I love you too John."