amaranthine | j.jk

twenty.

helloooo so after much contemplation, i decided to not delete this book :--) because i finally have ideas yEET

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haeri's

10:00 am my phone read.

i debated whether or not laying on my bed the whole entire day would benefit me or not.

after deciding to not be lazy, i got out of bed and headed to the restroom to do my usual morning routine.

i then ate breakfast and proceeded to lay (a/n: to yixing) on the sofa and watch whatever there was on tv, which pretty much made me getting out of bed pointless.

today was uneventful, with tae being at work and han visiting her parents, i was pretty much alone.

"a walk would be nice." i thought to myself.

and that led me to walking around my neighborhood, which was beside the sea side because yes, i live in busan.

i allowed my feet to lead me to wherever it wants to go.

in the end, i ended up at the place where teenage jeongguk professed his "love" for me.

we sat on a rock right at the corner of the sea's shoreline.

"haeri." jeongguk snapped me out of my trance of me staring at the sea.

"yes?"

"don't you find natural things beautiful?" he asked in a tone i couldn't describe.

"yeah nature! its gorgeous i mean, look at the sea—"

"no, i'm talking about you." he cut me off, in a nervous tone.

he then continued "you naturally make me smile, you naturally make me laugh, you naturally make me feel happy, you naturally make me feel..love. you don't have to exert effort to continue making me fall in love with you."

"what are you trying to say?" i asked stunned.

he then proceeds to cup my cheek "what i'm trying to say is that,
i love you."

i sighed, thinking about how i truly believed that no matter what happens, jeongguk and i would just naturally come back to each other.

i can clearly see, that 'naturally' isn't within our destiny.