The one who saved me

chapter 13: cold hard pain

I got up off my feet with tears flowing down my face. It hurt so dame bad, I lost the one person who tried to help me. I took a step forward which took all of my straight as I walk out of the room and to the door. There on the old almost rotten wooden table was a small white piece of paper that was folded in half  to stand it up with six words on it:
             I tried, but felled.           -    E.             I'm sorry

More tears, I open the door leaving the note were he left it and walk out and closing it behind me. I slowly walk away from the park and to the person who i wished loved me. As I walk closer to home the more I wish to be with Ethan, telling him what he wants to know. Walking up tors the door and raped my hand around the door knob. My father never locks the door so I have to, as I slowly opened the door trying not to make a sound. The lights were off so he must have went to bed. I lock the door and when to seek a peek in his room, but he was not their. I walk to the living room and there on the coach has father sitting in the dark watching TV with a beer in his hand. Fear struck me. My body started to shake as I took a step back but OK course I fall backwards onto my ass. His head swing my way and a evil grin comes to his face. He gets to his feet and walks over to me, his feet stumbling as he walks close to me. As he stand in front of me his body swayed side to side. "Stand up slut" his voice was to calm which scared me so I stand were I was staring up at him as fresh new tears flowed down my face, I shook my head. "I said get the fuck up you piece of worthless shit" he screamed at me, but I stayed were I was. I look down so I didt have to look into his raged filled eyes. His foot came out of nowhere kicking me in the side of the head, I was on my back my vision bleared as he kept kicking me any were he pleased. I tried not to screen so all I did was cry till I past out.
(Dream)
Sitting on a bank of a river that slowly flows thinking of how flawless it was but beautiful. "Why did you push me away, Jan. I just wanted to be your friend" I looked behind me and there stud Ethan tears flowed down his face, his eyes were swollen from crying. "I just wanted to be there for you, but you push me away, just tell me what wrong I just want to be here for you" he tuck a step forward but then my father was behind him with an evil grin on his face, as he raised his hand up, there in his hand was a sharp looking knife with the sun glinting off of it. I tried to warned him but when I opened my mouth nothing came out. It was like a silent scream that no one can hear. Father as quick as he was took the knife, pulled Ethan's head back and with one quick motion, Ethan was on his knees holding his neck, with blood seeping through his fingers, then he fell face forward and stayed still not even breathing. All I her was my fathers cold hard laugh through my head.
(End of dream)

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Hello readers, sorry about the gory part where the Jan's father sliced open Ethan's neck. It was just a dream so don't get mad. I don't won't to be one of through writers that hurry up and end the story with no horror or gory parts. It takes time to think this threw. (Please don't take this A/N wrong I met it in a nice way) thanks don't forget to Vote. share. Comment. Ideas.