you were crying like crazy staring down at your best friends grave she was bullied and hung herself,it broke your heart that you weren't there for her. you couldn't take it anymore you stood in front of the crowd and put her favorite flower a white rose down on her grave "ill never forget you" you whispered turning,everyone looked at you. you took of your heels and dropped them to the ground you walked away from the crowd and sprinted into the woods tears violently spilling as you ran.
you ran into the woods rocks and dead leaves crunching under your feet your hair getting pulled by the long branches scratches emerging on your arms,legs,and face. your mascara streaming down your face you long black dress getting ripped by the near by bushes filled with thorns your hands white as you held your fist tighter your black stocking ripping as broken branches got a hold of it. you finally stopped running just staring off into the distance you sat and cried your heart out "(Y/N)" you hear you turn your head as your boyfriend carter comes he sees you and runs to your side "what are you doing here her mom was ab..." but you cut him off. "i couldn't do it carter i couldn't say good bye to my best friend" you say tears violently spilling. "just knowing i wasn't there to comfort her breaks my heart and all i could think is its all my fault" you cried as he wrapped his arms around you,you cried into his chest. "baby i know it kills you but this is for her she would want you to be there for her not crying because she's gone" he reassured. you looked up at him "she told me if she ever did passed to only remember all the good times we had" you told him he nodded. he kissed you "lets go" he told you,you both stood up he smiled as you reassuringly as you walked back "thank you carter" you said "anything for my princess" he told you.