chapter 1

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"What are you saying ? "

"Exactly What you heard. I just can't do this anymore, you've been amazing all these years and I love you with all of me but everything comes to an end and this is it for us..."

"You can't just... Leave !!! After 20years relationship"

"Yeah ... Actually I can and I am "

"DON'T YOU DARE WALK OUT THAT DOOR LILLY " i yelled throwing a vase at the wall few feets away from her head.

"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR GODDAMN MIND ???? USE A PILLOW OR SOMETHING " she yelled back . than moved towards me and held my cheeks with both her hands so I would look at her "me too I thought it will be me and you forever but apparently we can't do that " she let go of me and started walking slowly towards the door before stopping "take care of the kids for me will you"  she sighted dramatically.

she resumed her walking before stopping again and turning her head slightly to look at me with a smirk "and one more thing... It's not me it's you "

I threw a pillow at her while she burst out laughing and we ended it with a pillow fight when we finally settled on my bed after an exhausting battle we laid there staring at the cieling

"I know I'm supposed to say all that shit about how proud I am of you and happy, cause you finally got what you worked so hard for. Let's face it you've spent the last five years dreaming about Europe and finally you got your shot... And I am proud of you" I turned to look at her and saw that she's giving me one of those heart worming smiles.

I let out a breathe I didn't know I was holding, and turned to face the ceiling again "that doesn't mean I'm happy about you leaving me here alone tho..."

She chuckled and grabbed my hand tightly it was silent for a while before she spoke again

"Hey, remember when we were little and you went to that crappy summer camp ? "

" the one you refused to go to because of the old creepy dude that owned it !!

She chuckled " yeah the one you went to anyway, because you had that big crush on Andy smith..."

"Oh no !! Don't remind me" I laughed at the memory. "I liked him. he was the nicest guy in our class but every time I tried to talk to him he ran away" I stated frowning slightly.

" he probably thought you were going to bully him" I turned to give her a questioning look.

" oh come on ! You were like the popular girl and he was the nurd . and because he's smart to not think you're gonna ask him out... " lil said matter-of-factly.

" well he wasn't smart enough because I was, going to ask him out ! Whatever it's his loss"

"You always had a thing for nice guys. Never mind ! The point is you went to that camp on your own no matter how hard I tried to warn you and we separated for the first time in our lives just cause you wanted something that bad "

she was staring at the ceiling with a bright smile, which caused mine. And she continued

"I learned to go after what I want from you. You were always the brave one and even though I was the eldest I wanted to be like you " with that she turned to look at me. Cupped both my cheeks And kissed my forhead and whispered " I love you sis"

" I love you to "

We just seat there for a while before lil stood abruptly "Come on " .

I rose my brow to question her, she sighted before cheering "we're gonna find you a roommate !"

"A what now ??"

"You know ! Those people who share a place with you !!" I rolled my eyes at her attempt to be funny " come on you need friends. it's that or I'm gonna call todd and tell him that now that I'm gone maybe he finally got a chance with you !! "

" NO !! what the fuck ! That's not fair "
"Life isn't fair kiddo " she said walking out the door and heading to the kitchen.

" I take it back ! I am happy that you're going " I said standing up myself to follow her.

"Yeah yeah ! Keep telling your self that maybe you won't miss me as much than " she said while taking a glance at the fridge

" we need to go grocery shopping..." She stated leaving the kitchen.

I stood there thinking how am I supposed to survive with out her .

she's my sister and the only family I've got left . it's always been her and I. and even if I knew it won't last forever I hoped it wouldn't come this soon.

And what's with the roommate thing !! I only lived with lilly all my life how am i supposed to live with a complete stranger, I can't imagine living with a boy cause ugh hell no ! And I don't get along with girls very well . I'm in deep shit.

" YOU COMING! " I heard lilly yelling from the hallway.

"YEAH" I'm gonna enjoy the last few weeks left before she goes because god knows when I'm gonna see her again.

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Barbara palvin as. Angel
Gigi hadid as. Lilly

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