Idol? Idol

Pre-Debut

"Jungkook you should eat more.." Jin hyung said while putting three pieces of chicken into my bowl

"No no no hyung..I've had enough. I'm full now.." I want to put the chicken back into his bowl but he put his bowl far from me

"He's lying..he barely eat anything how can he be fulled now.." Baekhyun talking with his mouth full

"Jungkook..."

"I need to diet. I'm fat now.." I said without making eye contact with Jin hyung and stared at the floor. I can feel all eyes are on me now because the room suddenly quiet, meaning they're all stopped eating

"Jungkook are you by any chance, teasing about my body?" Baekhyun suddenly said, putting his rice bowl on the floor, then flipping his bang

"What? No no I didn't ..." Suddenly I can feel someone raising my hand and I flinched at the touch. I looked at my side to see who's hand is that and I was shook when I realised it's Taehyung's hand

Oh god I can feel my face is getting reddened now

"He's right. He need to diet. Look at these fats.." he said then put my hand back, then walked to sit next to Namjoon hyung

"Yahh Taehyung that's harsh.." Jimin said while crawling to me

"What? I'm just telling the truth..he need to lose weight..look at his hand, you can make a swing with his wobbly fats.." Taehyung said while drinking his soda

I keep staring at the floor. I know what he said is right, but why does it feel so hard, I feel hurt listening that words coming from his beautiful mouth. I can feel tears forming in my eyes. Hyungs and other members shouldn't see this. I need toilet

"I...ex-excuse me.." I said without looking at them and run to toilet. I can hear Seokjin and Jimin hyung's voices calling for me but tears start rolling down my cheeks now. I don't want them to see this.

I entered the toilet and locked the door. I walked to the sink and stared at my reflection on the mirror.

"I'm ugly.."

I splashed water onto my face to reduce the heat I felt from crying too much.

"Jungkook open the door!!" is that Taehyung's voice?

"Jungkook please..I know I was..uhh Jungkook I'm sorry okay..Just please, open the door..." I don't want him to see me like this

"N-no..." I whispered and he obviously couldn't hear that

I want to open the door and hug him. I want him to calm me down but I know, it's just my imagination. I mean, why would he do that right? We're not even a group members, we're not even a friend. I'm just his junior.

"Jungkook open the door I need to use the toilet.."

There there, I thought he really want me to forgive him. I thought he really came to check on me. He just wanted to use the toilet. I shouldn't expect anything from him

I washed my face one more times then pulled the nearest tissue to wipe my face, then walked to the door to unlocked them. There, Taehyung is standing alone, hand about to knock on the door again but he pulled them when he saw me.

"I..."

"Stop acting like a child Jungkook. You're 17 for god sake.." then he pushed passed me and walk into the toilet

I should feel angry, and sad by his action. But I couldn't stop smiling, when I realised he remembered my age

"He know I'm 17..." I walked happily to join others in the practice room