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Yoongi pov

Jungkook entered the practice room with a swollen lips, messy hair and a crumpled cloth. I forced a smile to form on my lips while waving my hand to him. He smile and took a sit next to me

"A-ah.." he suddenly whimpered

"Jungkook are you okay?" I looked at him, trying my best not to let the tears flowed out of my eyes

"I'm fine.."

I nodded my head and stared at my shoes. Memories of what had happened earlier played in my mind again

***

One Hour Earlier

It has been fifteen minutes and Jungkook still hasn't returned from the toilet. Feeling worried, I excused myself to look for Jungkook. Arriving at the toilet, I was about to turn the knob but a voice from in there stopped me from doing that

"Do you love Yoongi?" Is that Taehyung's voice

I didn't heard any replies so I keep trying to listen to the conversations

Still I couldn't heard anything but suddenly

"Ahhh Taehyung..." it's Jungkook's voice

I cupped my mouth with my hand, trying my best not to let out any voice. I knew what they're doing. I'm an adult too

Tears started running down my cheeks, my legs felt so weak making me fell on the floor. I rest my back on the wall, but being there making me listen to those hurting sounds coming out of two persons in there

I pulled all my strength, then ran to other floor toilet, locking the door and let all my tears out

"Jungkook why did you do this to me.."

***

After practicing, we clean up the mess we did and went back home.

"Jungkook let's go.." he was talking with Taehyung now

"O-okay..bye hyung.." he said, waving to Taehyung then walked toward me. I looked at Taehyung and that guy showed me a smirk, making me turned my eyes to the floor then started walking to the parking lot, Jungkook following behind

The whole drive felt so awkward, both Jungkook and I didn't say anything. Only the sound of air-conditioner from my old car can be heard

When we arrived home, Jungkook quickly entered the house then ran to the toilet. Maybe he wanted to pee so bad. I locked the door then went into my bedroom. Changing into a sleepwear then waited for Jungkook to sleep

"Hyung.." Jungkook suddenly appeared at the door

"Ah there you are Jungkook..cmon let's sleep. It's late alre-"

"Hyung I think I can sleep by my own now..I'm here to tell you I will sleep in my room.." he said while scratching his head

"Oh okay..goodnight then.." I gave him a smile then he left my room, and closed the door

Tears threatened to flow again so I hugged my pillow tightly, "At least Jungkook is still here Yoongi-ah.."

It was tiring so without me realising it, I fell asleep with tears accompanying me that night

***

I forgot to close the curtain last night so I was wake up with a sunlight being shone into my eyes. I took my phone that I left on the other side of the bed to look at the clock,

11am

Wow it's been a while since I slept this much. And I'm glad we didn't have any activities this morning or else I would be late

I was about to sleep again then I remembered about Jungkook, he must be hungry by now. So I went to wash my face and brushed my teeth, then walked to the kitchen to cook Jungkook some food

Jungkook is not in the kitchen or living room, maybe he's still in his room

"Jungkook....hey Jung-" I stopped when I saw a note on the table in the kitchen

My eyes started getting blurred as I read the note,

No no no this couldn't be happened

'Hyung I waited for you but you still sleep so I decided to leave you a note. Hyung I'm sorry but I want to break up with you. I don't love you. Thanks for everything that you've done. I'm leaving now. Remember hyung, it's not you. It's me'

Jungkook left the phone I gave him on the table, together with the note

I fell on my knees again, for the nth time in less than 24 hours

Where is Jungkook why did he leave me

I'm sure he's with Taehyung now so I ran to my room, took my phone then dialled up his number

"Hel-"

"Is Jungkook with you???"

"Oh Hyung..hhaha yeah he's with me..why" I can see him smirking from his voice

"I..I want to talk to him.."

"Wait..baby Yoongi hyung wanna talk to you.." baby? That's my baby not yours

"Hey hyung, he don't want to talk to you..."

"No Taehyung please, just this time please.." I lowered my pride now I know, but I'm doing this for Jungkook

"Hmm let me ask him again.."

"H-hyung.." it's Jungkook

"Jungkook..you don't have to leave this house.."

"I have to hyung. I can't live with you forever.."

"J-Jungkook..please give me one more chance..I..I will do anything that you want..I will fix all my mistake just please don't leave me baby.."

"Don't call me that again hyung. I'm with Taehyung now. And, hyung you're a good man. You'll find a good partner for you.."

"But you're the one that I want. You're good enough for me Jungkook..please Jungkook..I..I'm fine if you want to date Taehyung, but please don't leave me"

"Hyung..no!! I don't want to cheat on Taehyung. I love him. That's final hyung, we're done" then he ended the call