Idol? Idol

I'm not Mina

          

After finish the story-telling session with Baekhyun, I excused myself to the bathroom. I haven't taken a bath yet today and it's 3pm already. After stripping out of my clothes, I stared at my naked body using the wall mirror.

My body is getting skinnier, but my cheeks

I looked at the red marks that Taehyung's left before. The memories of his lips on my skin keep playing in my mind. My fingers touching the mark lightly, smiling at the thought of him

"Why did you stop Taehyung, you left me sexually frustrated.." I took a look at my phone that I put on the sink, Taehyung still didn't text me.

Don't he miss me? Is him playing me?

No. No. He's busy right now. He has a fan meeting event today, remember?

I walked into the bath tub and turned on the shower. While rubbing my own body, I keep imagining, I keep thinking. How does it feel, to have Taehyung's hand rubbing my skin right now and without realising it, my hand went down to my hard member and start stroking them in a slow pace.

The cold bathroom feels so hot and steamy, my own hand is not enough to feel my whole body

The sudden rings from my phone stopping me from imagining more things so I stopped the shower then walked to the sink, with my still hard member

I wiped my hand then answer the phone

"H-hello.."

"Jungkook are you okay?????" Seokjin hyung from the other side, screaming into the phone

"Hyung calm down..." a chuckle left out of my mouth

Then I proceed, "I'm okay"

And my hard member calm itself after listening to Seokjin hyung's high pitch screams

***

I walked into my room and changed into a sleepwear. I'm not going anywhere so it's not a crime, right?

While drying my hair using the small tower, I opened the twitter apps in my phone

I wanted to know what has happened today. What has happened at the BTS Fan Meeting event, and people opinions about this morning articles

Logging in into my stan account, I saw many cute pics of Taehyung from the event. My baby looks so cute. How did he look so cute in the picture but when we're alone, he turned into a completely another person. The cute Taehyung was replaced by a sexy Taehyung, but I'm not complaining it. You guys wouldn't complain it too, right?

I typed my own name, to know what people talk about me today. I'm ready to face all the judging from others. I saw all the comments, they're people who support me, people who don't believe the rumours and people who hates me. Most of them are BTS fans, I'm stealing their oppas, now onder they hate me lol

But one of the comments get my attention,

"I don't know which member he's dating with, but I'm sure it's not Taehyung. TaeMina is real though.."

I completely forgot about Mina. Now I feel insecure about me.

Yes Taehyung asked me to forget about Mina, but his fans love his relationship with Mina. And I don't know whether their relationship is real, or it's just a media play

Mina is pretty. I'm ugly.

Mina is famous. I'm not.

Mina is sexy. I'm just a walking tree.

And Mina..

She is a girl.

I'm a guy, with a hanging thick, long thing inside my pants. I don't have the vgg.

I'm just an egg compared to her.