I saw you at your weakest,down and out.
The first cut really is the deepest.
I remember when daddy hit you for seeking the truth that he already knew and there really was nothing I could do,nothing but to wish he doesn't hit me too.
"Get well soon mama" I remember telling you these words,while you were on your 'almost out' bed.
It hurt so much to see the man who called me his babygirl and gave me forehead kisses attempting to take away the life of the woman I loved dearly with My soul.
"Why us dad Can't you see the power is driving you mad?" Words I wished I had asked daddy but my mama told me to stay humble,to smile even at the people who wished evil upon me.and those who couldn't wait for our downfall.
My past made me insecure of the people who came into my life. I've got trust issues and it's all because I saw the man i trusted with my whole entire heart push a knife deep into my mother's skin. So tell me how I can trust a person ever again? It's impossible.
My past scared me.
The present is sketchy.
My future scares me.
I'm in vein
I need remedy to cure this pain.
