5.Amanda

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that is where the letter ended...well it was ripped but no one has found the other part to it yet so until then this was the end.

I was in utter shock, i read the last part over and over.Now it made sense why the officer had taken Bryan 
there's no way it could be true...bryan isn't a RAPIST.  is he?

My mother just cried louder while everyone was trying ro comfort her i just stayed in the corner ashamed of what we had become. a family is meant to love but all we did was hate.. well all i did was hate.

"im gonna kill him" screamed jay

"maybe he has a reason" i suggested. i was desperate for it all to lies because if it was true then that would mean I've lost another person making me more lonely than i already was.

"shut your mouth. of course your fucking defending him. i bet you helped him because you love nothing but making your poor sister upset. your a sad twisted bitch that has no life"

Jay words rung in my ears. Did he really believe i was a sad twisted bitch.

"jay can you stop?" asked my mother

"no jay keep going call me more names because that's gonna fix all our mistake." i knew that everyone was hurting but jay was just being a jerk.

"SHUT THE HELL UP. THE ONLY MISTAKE HERE IS YOU AND I WISHED IT WAS YOU INSTEAD OF CASEY"  as jay screamed all this i could see he was fighting back tears

"JAY.. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM. BRYAN WAS THE ONLY PIECE OF FAMILY I HAD LEFT AND NOW HE IS GONE"

"CAN YOU ALL JUST STOP THE SHOUTING. JAY I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU LOVED CASEY BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU TAKE OUT YOUR ANGER ON AMANDA." my mother slowly turned her head to face me

"and you amanda..I DON'T EVER WANA HEAR THAT BRYAN WAS YOU ONLY PIECE OF FAMILY CONSIDERING THAT YOU WERE THe ONE THAT DECIDED TO LEAVE US"

" WELL THATS WHAT SHE ALWAYS DOES. DO STUPID SHIT AND BLAME OTHERS"  chuckled jay

"Jay!" she gave jay a stern look

"Amanda i love you..we all do. I hope you can come back and just do what casey wished for..please lets start again" begged my mother.

i really wanted to stay strong and decline her offer but i knew that i couldn't. she was offering me the one thing i have been wanting for a long time, love and care, so i broke down and accepted her offer. she came closer and wiped my tears with her already soaked sleeve, i moved away in disgust and she just chuckled.

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