See, two kids in my class actually liked the old version of this and I felt bad for deleting it so I'm gonna remake it cause I felt bad for deleting it.
There's this kid who's in my class, his name is Ethan, we've been best friends ever since we were in Pre-K. And over the years I started developing a crush on him.
I have no idea about his family life like wether he's living with his mom or if he's living with his dad or if his parents are living together... which I should as I'm his best friend. But by his personality I can tell that he came from a good family.
I haven't told him that I have a crush on him or tell him that I'm gay because I don't know if he'll accept it or nah.
And I'm always thinking about him, his smile, the way his jokes are funny and basically all that cheesey stuff you would hear...
But the reason why I'm out here at 5 in the morning is because I think about him way too much around 3-6 AM and I would sneak out to this park where Ethan and I went to go find a frisbee that his cousin threw and got it stuck in the tree. It would take my mind off of him to be honest.
But this time it isn't.
I take out a pen from my bookbag and write this down on the bench that I'm sitting on:
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eh and I thought Rayta's obbsesion over Phan was bad.. (AM RAYTA IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW AND YES MY OBBSESION OVER PHAN IS VERY BAD I NEED HELP)
I sit there for another hour just to get my mind off of him so I can go home and atleast take a shower cause I stink.
