I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of yelling
I'm tired of being sad
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of feeling stuck
I'm tired of feeling worthless
I'm tired of feeling empty inside
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have
I'm tired of getting my hopes up and being dissapointed
But most of all,I'm tired of being tired
I feel like I'm waiting for something that is never going to happen
I am constantly afriad of telling people how I feel because it will destroy them
So, I bury it deep inside where it destroys me
I'm used to it
I'm used to people leaving
I'm used to being all alone
I'm used to having no one
...
You chose her
It broke me
And it hurts
...
That's ok, because you know
...
I'm used to it
I've always known who you'd pick
It's a feeling I can no longer block
Cause she was always your tick
And I was only your tock
...
I know I don't cross your mind very much
But I hope one day you come across something that reminds you of me
And the few memories we shared
And your throat gets tight
And your heart starts to race
And you finally miss me back
...
I wish I could be your 2am thought
But you know, it's okay
I'll just hide behind a smile
Like always
But maybe this is for the best
Maybe it's better for you not to fall for me
I'm so broken
I don't want to break you too
Maybe I should let you go
...
I can't bring myself to do it!
How do you tell someone that the reason you are sad is because of them?
I turned out loving you a lot more than I originally planned to
I really thought you were the one
I fell for every part of you
From day one
The way you laughed
I knew I wanted that in my life
The way you speak is music to my ears
Your smile shines brighter than the sun on a cloudless day
When I look at you, I see everything I've ever wanted
I fell in love with the little things
It drives me crazy how kind and honest you are
It drives me crazy how polite and considerate you are
Everything you do, you do with peace in your heart
I still remember the feeling i felt when we first started talking
Hell is loving you only in my sleep
And waking up alone
I don't want anyone else to have your heart
Kiss your lips
Be in your arms
Be the one you love
I don't know if I can let go
Cause now you're with her
Missing you comes in waves
And right now, I'm drowning
I had to sit back and watch you fall in love with someone else
I can feel it in my chest
I can physically feel my heart ache
It hurts like a thousand shards of glass puncturing my heart
...
So, thank you for the broken heart
I'll add it to the list
Dedicated to: SK
