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ALONE
"You'll learn to live without me. Like I had to live without you."
-tyler123321
GRADUATION
"I got the diploma you've always wanted. Goodbye."
-steamy_teacup
BLAME
"It wasn't your fault. I know you didn't realize what you'd done."
-caihong13
NO ONE
"Nobody listened. Nobody cared."
-bacon_flavored
GHOSTS
"Don't cry, I'll come back one day. Then they will be sorry."
-MrBiscuitOGravy
FREEDOM
"In these moments before my departure, I feel more clarity than I have ever felt in my dull life. In one minute, I will be free from the voices, from the pain, and from you."
-justkilledamon
Every one of these quotes represents a quote of suicide. Suicidal, depressed, mentally disordered, people wrote these.
The first talks about being alone. No friends, no family to help you. Nobody is by your side.
The second quote represents graduation. I graduated too early, yet, I made it without anyone putting the medal on me, without anyone's guidance.
The third sentence is about blame. I've been blamed for the mess, because I blame myself. No matter how much time dad whips me, mom whacks me, Cameron punches me, and Grayson leaving scars and marks, they don't admit it. But I know they blame me for whatever they hate me for.
Fourth, is about no one. It tells you that nobody listened to the person when s/he is trying to scream for help. Not one person heard it.
Fifth, ghosts. I'll be a ghost soon, not in peace. Not when my book is gonna be found and someone reads the thirteenth page. Ghosts will come back, to attempt to kill you.
Sixth, freedom. I've never been a person who you'd give a shit about. I tried my best to get out of this problem. Every voice speaking, it's always mentioning my name. Nobody hears it except me. I tried getting away from every single demon, but everyone keeps crawling back. There's no escape. Not even dreams can make me forget about these horrific nightmares, the graphic scenes in my life, which was given from God. Maybe this is God's way in telling me, I'm not good enough.
-Ethan
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FanfictionA 13 year old boy, who felt like he was lonely, disrespected, and ignored. Wrote in a journal that he poured his feelings out to. Do not steal my ideas, please. :)
