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"You will never become his everything.."

The words they always tell me
I keep wondering maybe it's really not meant to be
Given that we live in different world
It will never collide

Being with you is like asking to pour a rain in a dessert island
Or wishing for a snow fall in a Summer season
If you get what I mean it will end to the answer I need

"It is impossible to be him you're just nothing but a fan.."

What is hard of being a fangirl?
Money to buy merch?
Waiting for comebacks?
Can't afford to attend concert to see their bias?

It's none of the above
The hardest part is totally fall in love to this man you called bias
Exceeding your limit as a fan and bias relationship
Thinking there's a tiny hope that someday you and him will be together

You let your heart decide and makes it beat for him
You can't control as if his name tattoed on your heart
But basically, at the end of the day you will just return to that painful word

FAN...

- hisfangirl00 💭

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