Quietus

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dear jonathan,

do you still remember when

you'd tuck my hair behind my ear?

god, I miss that.

then you'd whisper

"i love you"?

i'd reply

"i love you too"

but we both knew we love

each other as a friend.

who would have thought

that you'd turn against me?

you were my only friend.

the only person i ever

trusted.

what happened?

what did i do?

i knew it.

i was a monster.

an ugly pathetic

excuse for a

best friend.

do you still remember

when we were in school

i was with you

but you pushed me away

and left me eating

alone by the benches?

i never cared

about that.

i just wanted a friend

to rely on.

but question is

where were you when

i needed you the most?

cambria xx