Quietus

тєи

dear jonathan,

you can't

possibly

miss me.

we're not

friends anymore.

well mainly

because

i told you

to stay

out of my

life forever

and i

didn't

actually

mean that.

i was so

depressed

and anxious

i said

those things

to my

best friend.

my one

and only

friend.

during

our

break

today

you

followed me

to the library.

why did you?

you walked

towards me

and i

felt so

ashamed

of myself.

how could

possibly

want to

be friends

with a monster?

you hugged me

and whispered

to my ear,

"i miss you

please come

back to

me"

i felt myself

crying

and slithered

away from

your warm

embrace.

cambria xx