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dear jonathan,

why did

you stare

at me

in class

today?

i thought

i told you

to stay

out of

my life.

i'm sorry

but i

had to

say that

so i

wouldn't

get hurt

even more.

be flattered,

this journal

is dedicated

to you.

only you.

my only

friend

and

best friend.

i miss

how you'd

wake me

up every

morning

saying that

we'd be

late for

school

and when

i didn't

reply,

you'd throw

a bucket

of cold water

at me

and i'd

get annoyed

and swear

at you.

its impossible

for me

not to miss

you

because

you were

the only

thing

that kept

me

alive.

now i

feel like

dying.

all thanks

to

you.

cambria xx