2 weeks later
It had been two weeks since the accident and I was still asleep. They had said I was in a coma. Today was me and Noah's two month anniversary. I think that god wanted to make this a good day because on that day I woke up, but I guess he couldn't do his entire job. I couldn't remember anything except that I was in love with Noah and that Millie was my bestie. I knew nothing more.
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I don't know Caleb
I don't know Sadie
I don't know Gaten
And sadest of all I don't know Finn
I moved here which I didn't know
I didn't know my name
I knew only knew about what I cared about the most
I didn't remember 010 or anything else
I knew some
I knew not much
It would have pained me to know that I didn't remember
The only thing that pained me was my head and seeing Millie and Noah cry I wanted to cry but it was like all I could be was happy. I felt stupid because I was stupid I am still the same I have never been the same. Noah tried teaching me. Sometimes he got frustrated and he still does because the truth is I never got everything back. Most of it was still missing.Most of it....gone. Gone. Gone. Gone. That's the word, the only word I could think about. Gone. Gone. GONE GONE GONE. Most of the time I just sit in a room by myself and cry and say Gone, I think it I say it. Sometimes I yell it. GONE GONE. I try to lay off of the yelling for when no ones home, but that all leads up to today. "GONE, GONE, GONE, GONE!!!!!" I keep yelling it. "I AM STUPID, EVERYTHING GONE! ITS ALL GONE AND IT HAS LEFT ME STUPID. I MAKE EVERYONE MAD AND I AM STUPID!"I am sitting in my closet yelling. *Noah burst into the closet* I am sitting on the floor crying, sobbing, bawling my eyes out. Because everything I knew GONE.
