In my mind I thought I was losing it. But in Noah's mind it was just a more reason to love me. Millie had decided to spend the week with us. I missed her. I needed her. I tried not to think much about the upside down so that there was less of a chance for me to go back. It's like I was turning into 010. I didn't ever wanna go back to that place. It was scary and lonely. It was cold. So cold. And I can't stand the cold. I had quit the cheer team. I was still everything else though. Not much had changed just a little part of me. I didn't know what to do or how to feel so I just felt ok not happy but a scardish ok.
