Ending without Beginning

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

Ralph's Pov

Twas the night before. I was preparing for my anniversarry gift para kay Ia. Never kaming ngkaroon Ng matinong usapan ni Ia simula nung gabing sabihin ko sakanya

"I can't love you Ia. Alam natin na iba ang mahal ko sooner or later magbbreak din tayo. Abbi will just be leaving for a year to study in states. And after that i'm planning to be engaged with her so as soon na bumalik sya we'll get a scene of breaking up. Sorry Ia sinasabi ko na to para at least alam natin yung limitations natin. "

After that she never talk to me the way she talk to others. He treated me completely different. We used to be friends pero i ruined it.

Months and months abbi never contacted me hanggang sa napago nalang ako maghintay. I was being screwed all over. I dated several girls never been considerate sa feelings ng girlfriend ko. As one day gab approaches me.

"Hindi ikaw yan Ralph. You never hurt someone before" sabi sakin ni Gab

"Wala naman akong nasasaktan ahh" sabi ko

"Pag d mo sya iningatan. Mawawala sya sayo. Mawawalan ka ng isang kakampi at kaibigan na nagmamahal sayo. Can't you see it she's been suffering a lot but we know that she doesn't desrve to be hurt" sabi ni gab

"Sinabi ko na wag nya akong asahan na mahalin sya" sabi ko

"Ralph you can't dictate your heart. Di mo pwedeng turuan ang puso na sumuko at mawalan ng pagasa. Kasi kung meron mang ngbibigay ng pag asa sa bawat taong nagmamahal yun ay ang puso nya. Ia is just a victim of that. She's smart enough to realize na wala na syang pagasa sayo pero her hopes lift her up and and give her reason to love you even more" sabi ni gab

That's when i realize na matagal ko na syang nasasaktan. I give myself a chance to know and love her.

Being an asshole make me know her. Make know how much she love me. Make me know how much loss will I take if I let this girl na mawala sakin. I envy Ryan and Gab for always there nung times na nasasaktan ko sya. She always cry ng dahil sakin pero she never shows it to everyone just only a few people knows her weakness and i consider it as her strength.

I was busy preparing for my anniversarry gift for Ia suddenly someone calls me on my viber.

Abbiyala Maroe calling...

I have two minds in answering it but i answered it and i felt that i'm cheating again on my girlfriend.

"Hey pick me up 11pm in the airport" she said and hung up

Wala na akong nagawa kundi sunduin siya. On my way sa airport i received a text.

From:kat

Heyyy were in the Eastwood. Won't you mind if you'll come kelangan kasi namin ng party pooper like you. In return i'll let you have the Violin orchestra tomorrow. 😇

nakita ko kaagad si Abbi wala namang nagbago sakanya. She cut her hair pero nagfifit parin saknya.

"Hon" tawag nya sakin sabay yakap sakin

"Abbi" sabi ko at inalis ang yakap nya

"Aren't you excited. Don't you miss me?" Sabi niya at yumakap ulit sakin

"Abbi tinawagan mo ako after a year na hindi mo ako kinontak. Nagpasundo ka sakin ng hindi mo inalala kung may ginagawa ako."sabi ko

Kinuha ko ang maleta nya at isinakay sa kotse. Sasakay sana sya sa passenger's seat pero

"Dun ka sa likod" sabi ko

"Ralph" sabi niya

"Okay lng magmukhang driver. Hindi ba kaya mo nga ako tinawagan kasi papasundo ka sakin. " sabi ko