Ms Right

열하나

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Date-Check: 28th December Nighttime (2140)

Haneul's POV

New Section: Shower Thoughts

[A/N: okay so I'm doing my best to make this book less mainstream and more interesting so bear with me. A brief introduction, Shower Thoughts is a reflection section for the day's events. For example, in the previous chapters, Haneul experienced many different overwhelming emotions and this is sort of a time for her to think and collect her emotions and thoughts. Enjoy!]

Song for Shower Thoughts 1: BTS-Beautiful (3Js and V)

I stepped into the shower, my feet taking small steps at a time, and my toes flinching as they touched the cold marble flooring beneath. My mind seemed to be bursting with thoughts and recollections of today, seemingly unable to stop spilling over my edge. My heart, however, held many deeply untouched emotions, or maybe I just wanted to ignore them. My fingers grazed across the cool surface of the metal dial, pulling and turning it, releasing thousands of lukewarm drops, darkening my hair as it trickled down my back. I raised my head, eyes closed, hands rubbing the tired skin on my face repeatedly. Why was I so distracted?

What has even happened today? Two pumps. The cold gel was spread across my hair, massaged into my scalp with my delicate fingers. My mind hesitantly recalled, everything. Just prodding at these thoughts, my face seemed to burn up for an incomprehensible reason.

Firstly, walking to school with Jungkook. Did I lose my mind? I'm not an easy girl and not as daring so why did I even interlock hands with him... I even blushed just because of his little actions...what is he doing to me?

Secondly, lunch. Just thinking about it made me groan, squeezing my eyes shut as I washed the soap off and scrubbed my skin with an exfoliator. Getting rougher each second. It hurt a little, but it was better than slapping myself for such girlish reactions and flustered-ness everytime I was around him.

" 왜 왜 왜......나 왜이러지? 왜그래!" [Why why why......what is wrong with me? Wae Geurae!]

This time I forcefully squeezed the bottle of conditioner, squirting too much out on to my hand. "Holy-" I quickly stopped taking my frustration out on the bottle, placing it back on the shelf.

Thirdly, what was all that subtle flirting on the bleachers? Why are you doing this? And then you proceed to follow him to get ice cream and start a playful ice cream fight. Just thinking back to how he smiled, just made my heart flutter. The thought of touching his face again, just made me grow all prickly with goosebumps. Never again, Haneul.

Lastly, those damned pick-up lines. Why are you doing this to me, Oppa?

I quickly washed up and changed into some comfortable clothing before heading to bed. Only to get a text from Jungkook Oppa, 

"I had fun today, 누나."

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A/N: Crap I think these chapters are becoming more like a kind of player-playboy fanfiction but seriously though, I feel that I am expressing more of the characters emotions. I want them to have a genuine friendship before a relationship so I'm trying to slow down. I also probably already said too much. However, I am sure that you will enjoy the content a bit more when their relationship heats up so continue reading:) Word Count: 585