I'm slowly trying to end this book because I don't want any of this to be over.
I don't want my ERA in this fandom to be over
I don't want this to be just another phase that I grew out of or that kian and jc basically pushed me out of because of their stupid "mistakes" so y'all like to call it.
I just don't think I can stay here and still feel good about myself after what went down.
I'm out of options on what to do because my whole WATTPAD life started with TWO PEOPLE who I no longer see love in.
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