- - - There was a time when I could look at them and have the biggest smile on my face and I would just admire them, but I can't find the strength or energy to even do that anymore. In 2015, I had deep depression and not to mention that I dropped out of school in October and found them in late December.
They cheered me up , made me laugh , I used to check their channel everyday looking for new videos because an "uploading scheduling" was non existent to me. The point is that they made me super happy for at least 2 years. The fandom went through a week of depression also because of the tour that they were hoeing around on but we still stayed & supported them.
I remember seeing a video of jc saying the "n" world n his channel and I have to shamelessly admit that I ignored it.
I saw a video of Kian saying it and I ignored that too.
When the videos this year came up and I saw Kian say it and jc laughing in the back ground made me angry because I felt like neither one of them really cared about what was being said.
Kian was saying really hateful things in such a racist way and everybody just sat around while he did it, so as a PERSON OF COLOR .. I can no longer support either one of them because I'm tired of giving chance after chance with these idols and sweeping things under the rug with everyone.
I may feel this way, but I'd never tell people to stop supporting them, I'd never tell them that they're not funny or that I never cared about them..
I just hope that they make better decisions from now on. There's no more excuses for what's being done and said by two grown men now.
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