Poems That See Me

Nobody

She calls her self a nobody

She scoffs when people compliment her body

She wears grey and black

And your lucky if she even waves back

She pushes close people far

And she holds countless scars

She's scared of nothing

But hides from everything

And I try to understand her

But I don't understand a single thing

And it's hard to get out

And it's hard to say

But I wanna know more about this girl

And I want to enter and be excepted into her world

And yeah sure she wears black and doesn't talk that much

But sometimes it's a good thing 

To be distant and stay hushed 

I can't tell you enough 

How bad I want to get close to this girl 

How bad I want to know more 

. . . 

She calls her self a nobody 

She laughs at pointless jokes that aren't funny

She sees the world through open eyes 

And not many people do, so don't act surprised

I like her for that characteristic 

Because I'm tired of the people that say they know how I feel 

But they couldn't possibly feel the way I feel 

Because the way I feel couldn't possibly be real 

Yet when I look at her, I feel real 

Cause shes like a reflection 

But she shows me more than I can see 

And its really cool cause she showed me the real me 

And I went blind to the real me 

A long time ago

Because of all the problems, they blocked them and didn't let me show

But then she came along, and she helped me let them go 

. . .

She calls her self a nobody

But she's more than that, ya know?

For everything she's done I couldn't forget about her and how shes effected my world 

I wish I could tell her 

I wish I could tell her exactly how I feel 

Then maybe if I did that she would let go and reveal

maybe she would be more comfortable around me 

Maybe she could open up my eyes and help me see

Just a little bit more, ya know?

And maybe 

Just maybe 

If I told her  how I felt

Shed feel the same way, and finally, ask for my help